so im close to leaveing. i just got back from bonnaroo and i saw tool lily allen the white strpes golgol bordelo lewis black demetre martin wolf mother the police omg it was so awesome. i have been sitting around alot lately studing for my promotion. thursday i have my board meeting. i cant wait for bootcamp im getting the hell out of this place ( Read more... )

so im done with school in a couple weeks tommy and i are going to tennessee for bonnaroo then im off to chicago then im back then its bootcamp. i guess im busy in a lazy way. i never have ne thing to write.

so what has happened . i gave blood today i disigned like 5 tattoos this week got paid for each one :) and i went to see grind hous must say that it was the best movie ever. havent had a smoke in a week and i dont really wont on. i leave in like 2 months now and i graduate in 1 month crazy shit this year has gone by so fast it must be all the weird ( Read more... )

well its been a long time ... i think. i dont rember the last time i wrote in this. hm. well i thought i got a girl pregnant. turned out she had a boyfriend she forgot to tell me about. i stopped talking to beth. i got a 1/4 sleeve. i joined the navy. i learned how to tattoo and peirce. i really stopped looking for a girlfriend and found out alot ( Read more... )

well i have made a dession next month when i get that check im going to travel. ill go visit my real mom. then after that ill go to chicago. while im at my moms ill work constrution. ill clear my head. its time for a change n me its time for the old me to come back. confidence has re arived. new life in me. she may hate me but i still love her. she ( Read more... )

well i have decided finaly. im going to buy a plane ticket and i am moveing out of this shit hole. i dont want to have the person that means the most to me in my life get in another realtionship that is go to fuck her up emotionaly. i swear if he was in front of me it string his neck. hahahaha i got a twitch going on now. nice. hmmm you know what i ( Read more... )

so tomarrow will be the day i guess. the day i have to be the man i am. ill have to tell her all of it how it is and why i think the way i do abut the things that she is doing. i hope i can talk some sence into her.

3 dreams in the past week all with her in them. and today i saw her at the mall and it was like oh its wayne lets go over there. something weird is going down. but i havent had the dream yet. the one bad one that normaly comes with things like this so does that meen it isnt all bad should i just shut my fucking face? i dont understand her. she ( Read more... )

wow i guess i am that horible person i thought i was. i guess im a bad bad guy. if im not then what the fuck. i have found out the i haev extreme anxiety and dpression. yes i have been looking things up on the web. its kinda sad that the one person i really need to talk to about things wont call me or talk to me at all. ive tried to talk to beth ( Read more... )

if i ever see you back here again ill punch you in the god damn throat. stay out of me i hate you. you are my one flaw. stop trying to creep back in. do i need to cut you do i? ill beat you down like the bitch you are i swear i do dont test me either ( Read more... )