hahaha 4 years ago i had Mono!!
and i would not remember that if it wasn't for you livejournal.. hmmm thats nice.
21 in two days!! whoooo fucking hooooooo!

what a fucking rush!

i cant help but to find myself thinking ahead but in the WORST way ( Read more... )

Ive tried to post this three times in the last two days.
and for some reason i just cant spit it out.

im not even sure what im trying to say...

its already december.. jesus.
i still cant believe im not gonna spend my holidays in paradise. i guess im just gonna have to buy a winter jacket and suck it up. (i already got a new pizzzzimp hodie ( Read more... )

im an ocean away and i gotta tell you it hurts to here your back there again.
this bad news from home has come for the third time this year and i cant seem to stand up to it.
i cant stand that im afraid of it, i cant stand that you never turn to me befor it, i cant stand IT!

oh my god i forgot what this felt like.
i forgot what i live for.
i forgot just how much it makes me feel alive.
it kinda feels weird like ive been lair the past three years.
or whatever that means.
i now know i cant never let this happen again! deprive myself of something i need to vent.
i live for this feeling.. and im sure it lives for me.

so tomorrow is kinda a big day ( Read more... )

so things are still going strong with the new band. three shows in one month ( Read more... )

Holy shit i had wild and crazy go nuts weekend ( Read more... )