Nov 30, 2005 10:08
philip wasn't in front of the gym after first period...i'm supposed to ride the bus home with him today. i hope he's not in trouble or something. today is really sucking ass, and its just started. ick. i'm tired and i ache... and philip i miss you. where are you???
life does not taste like pancakes or jellybeans today.
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i hate this class...
and i love being a dirty sinner and a fucking anti-conservative bible bashing independent. i don't care about religion. i hate religion. i wish that i had faith sometimes, but you know what, fuck it all. i am happy with you, in sin or whatever. and you know what? that is all that matters. so i'm going to keep doing what i'm doing because i was happy doing it. george likes to pray for me, and he says that's why things have been so crappy for you. when george prays for me, you suffer. is that bullshit or what? fuck fundamentalists. the world is jealous of what you and i share. and yes, it's wrong and dirty and sinful and indulgent and EXTREMELY satisfying, but the rest of the world wishes they had the guts to do what you and i do. you want it? take it. such a sinful way to live, and i could care less. maybe there is a heaven and a hell. but who am i to judge who's going where.
i am in love with a sinner. and he is beautiful.
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