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morbid_bunni

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Feb 11, 2009 22:19

It occured to me today, when I realized that I wanted tea, and that I was socially pressured by my friends group to not just wander out ass-naked and make tea but also pressured by my 'there's no reason to put clothes on because someone ELSE is in your house' to just stay in my bedroom and suffer ( Read more... )

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candyatthepeak February 12 2009, 14:30:51 UTC

::hug ( ... )

morbid_bunni February 12 2009, 18:35:18 UTC

You are ridiculously helpful. And remind me that I'm not an inhuman reject, and neither is anyone else around here. *HUG*

Subtext, I largely ignore, because I can't understand it at all. I forget it exists until I'm retelling a story to Q most often, and am reminded that some people don't hear the words I'm saying, just the tone of voice I use. >_>;

*HUG* It's hard cohabitating with people. XD;; Thanks for the advice/input/etcetcetc.

unyko February 12 2009, 14:56:12 UTC

*love on* 'M sorry to be such a bad roommate. x.x; I honestly didn't know half of these things annoyed you so much, and the other half... I still don't feel like this is home home yet. So I'm afraid to break anything, or do something I ought not. Or.. visit people randomly. Because I never have. Even back in CA, we were friends with many!many people on our street, but I -never- just went over to visit. Not since I was, like, ten. I'm a social misfit, I'm sorry. And I'm sorry to your aunt/uncle/mom/dad/restofyourfamily, too. It's just me. I have serious doubts that'll ever change ( ... )

morbid_bunni February 12 2009, 18:29:51 UTC

Dude, you're not a bad roommate. You have every right to be here, and I have every right to be told 'suck it up'. I've just been kind of building all this crap for the last three weeks, and it was bordering on explosion and I had a feeling of '...shit, didn't I just get rid of this feeling like, last year?' So I had to say something or else I'd become very very prone to just random outbursts and saying something /intentionally/ hurtful.

I am totally just as guilty of keeping my crap in the living room (obviously, since there are now neat stacks of my crap all over the house... o_O), and I'm hugely sorry about /that/, because I'm such a hypocrite. You are totally welcome to hang out in the living room. x_x I just wanted to explode it out before it festered.

Also, I will keep this in mind and shout verbal warnings of 'ass naked' or something similar. I think that - being comfortable enough to be who I am and then feeling as if it's taken away again - was the most niggling. Everything else was just frosting. <3 ( ... )