its christmas....woop dee frickin doo

[moov_queen]

merry christmas. the christians are gathering around the warm fire with their families and the poser jews while all the real jews are moping around the galleria and disneyland feeling sorry for themselves and dissing santa. i stayed at home today organizing these molecules i made for my science project from largest to smallest and in doing so i

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[mistah_shnail]

its so good that you dont care about all the drama (etc). the best thing is to let it all go, totally... but its so hard sometimes. as far as whats important, the fact that getting an A in bio is a priority over friends lives is pure brainwash. its hard to let that go too, because you also can only let it go to a certain extent, because you cant exactly fail either. sad truth is, were all stuck in this black hole routine of getting educated to get a job to make money to retire well, all for what? to try to enjoy the last quarter of our life when were too old to hike everest (that may not be your dream but you get the idea)? sadly, its not plausible to enjoy life when youre young, but i know damn well im gonna try. w/e, what can you do

thanks

[moov_queen]

yes, my good friend.....i agree with most of what u say. yet, i find it quite difficult to enjoy life at this stage. i find teenagerhood to be quite a disturbing phase. ppl want to grow up so fast and they damn right should because being a teenager sucks. its basically responsibility without priviledge which leads to all that drama bullshit and quite frnakly makes me sick. i will not enjoy it...therefore i will tune it all out and focus on gettin g to where i need to get so that i can escape this hell hole known as the teen years and go to a place where i will enjoy life. the look to the future instead of living in the moment because thia moment in life is not fun so i only think about my goal at the end of this phase and ignore everything else that goes on....get it? and if my goal doesnt make me happy then all that i did to get there would be worth nothing and i wll find a new goal to work towards until i have a nervous breakdown and die.....sad but true

Re: thanks

[mistah_shnail]

the idea is to get privilege otherwise, duh, it leads to drama. i usually can avoid the drama by presenting the point that responsibility comes with privilege, then people are forced to give me privileges in order for me to be responsible. typically works out very well

Re: thanks

[moov_queen]

this is only the way i see the teen years. it appliess differently for everyone else. wat im trying to say here is that I beleive teens have more responsibility because they are becoming adults.....yet, at the same time, those priviledges that they desire so much (like drinking/smoking/sex etc....) are not availible to them and the drama comes when they try to gain these priviledges and thats what i dont like. and im afraid u misinterpreted what i was saying about the things i concentrate so hard on. yes...school is definetly priority, but there are other things as well. i have my family and group of friends that i love dearly as well as my sport and my teamates and my passion (filmmkaing). the balance of the following three things mentioned are what control my life and are the only things i really think about in my little viod inside my head and as i was saying before that is my curse as well as my blessing

[anonymous]

haha, o katie, tragically hilarious i must say. if only everyone were as honest as you are, the world would be a much better place.

josh

[moov_queen]

thank u, kind sir.

[3legged_emoboy]

katie yur awesome

[moov_queen]

and as are you, kind fellow. and i hope u got my comment about cheeks. i have the fattest cheeks ever so when u see me squish my cheeks together and sing jingle bells u will feel a lot better.

[moov_queen]

exactly! so many ppl are so fake out of fear of being disliked. thats why i hate these awkward stupid teenager years! ppl find it so necessary to be accepted that they will go out and change everything about themselves in order to do so and its just plain sad.......and annoying for those of us who have to put up with such people. oy vey. normally, i would say that i dont really care for your validation, but in this case, i am recieving good words from someone whom i believe to be quite intelligent and interesting so i mean it when i say that i truly appreciated your comment and the fact that u agree with me puts a smile on my fat face. u get 2 pts. james gets 4 though because his was longer and he commented twice. thank.....come again....

[mistah_shnail]

but then, assuming that we shouldnt be veiling our facade to fit in, we shouldnt care about the points right? all theyre doing is measuring how we fit in to you, right? just a thought.

how ironic. haha

[moov_queen]

if we are assuming that this facade is artificial than it shouldnt be there in the first place and the fact that it always shows up thruout these years pisses me off.