Well today was good. Rachael sat with me this morning and she told me she likes my friends and I said yeah me too. The she walked me to my class and then we didn't see each other untill after first lunch. I really like her. This is the first time in a long long time that I have been truly happy. I can't even remeber ever being truly happy. But ( Read more... )

Well I am going to talk about this weekend. Friday I went to the mall with Rachael, Mason, Isabel, Kerry, Jessie, Amber, and Canadian Brandon. That was not a very good night. I was tired, had to deal with friend problems when I was trying to help myself, and I thought Rachael and Mason were flirting but they weren't. I met Brandon later on in the ( Read more... )

I am so fucking happy.

Summer has just started.

Ps. Rachael and I are going out.

Well I told her. Anyway Firday Mason, Canadian Brandon, Rachael, her friend, and I are suppose to go to the mall. Saturday it is going to be the four guys and their girlfriends; the four guys include John, Brandon, Canadian Brandon and myself, thier girlfriends include Amberly, Amanda, Amber, and my no one. John told me that it would just be the ( Read more... )

Maybe I am selfish for wanting things I can't have. Why do my friends get to have the type of relationship I want? Why do I have to act like everything in my life is good? Why do I keep my mouth shut about how I feel to the person? Why do I get so shy around this girl when she doesn't even like me? Why do I help people? Why don't I ask for help? ( Read more... )

From now on I am not telling anyone who I like not even myself as soon as I realize I like someone I am going to get over them as soon as possible. I hate it.

I wish summer didn't end at 12 this morning

Well this weekend was boring and great at the same time so I am going to break it down ( Read more... )

Last night I hung out with Amber, Canadian Brandon, and John at Amber's and we started watching The Exorsist but it was boring so we watched Texas Chainsaw Masacare instead. Today I did nothing most of the day. Mason told me the girl I like, likes me. Amber thinks I don't care about her or what she does so now I don't. At 6 my dad and I went to the ( Read more... )

Well nothing really going on. My mom and brother went to Florida for the weekend. My mom comes back next Friday and my brother comes back Monday. I have a Language Arts project to do this weekend. Um. I am planing on hanging out with Stephany, John, Canadain Brandon, and Amber today. John and I are also going to try to sleep over at Amber's. I am ( Read more... )

Well life has been alittle boring. I went to the mall Friday and slept over at John's. Saturday I came home and did some homework. Sunday went over to Brandon's and hung out till 8. Yesterday wasn't all that bad my parents found out I got a 74 on my Algebra 2 test and they weren't to bad about it. But anyway I am over that person for the most part ( Read more... )