Well things are changing, and it is suppose to be for the best. It is a bit hard as of right now, but it will get easy. The only reason i am goona do it is to keep what is there and what can become of this. It will be more work on my part then the other party. i have a credit and i looked in to all other places to go beside the orginal place but ( Read more... )

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okay i am sorry it has been awhile ( Read more... )

Okay so i did again. I changed my hair color. it looks really good. i was board. i am so giddy right now and i haveno clue as to why, but i am. Xmas was good this year. very lazy , but pretty much drunk off my ass on xmas eve night with my dad it was kinda fun. The last 30 min s with some very dear friends it turned into a bashing my dads ( Read more... )

yeah so i am on a bit off ann odd sleeping sched. I should get back to my normal one tomorrow. Sunday night sucked but yet it was soooooooooo wonderful and i realized alot of things good that have changed not only inme put with some one that i know. It was awsome is all can say about it. Now i say it sucked cause i felt like shit. I was a bit sick ( Read more... )

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Okay so yeah Jose this one is for you. I am have some strawberry milk. Made me think of your choocalet milk right before you go to bed. Not much is going on in my world. i got 2 jobs today. my dad sold our house which is a good thing. so that means we move into a bigger and better house. I had a nice lunch with a friend to day. It is now really ( Read more... )

O my heart hurts so. I feel as if i have no friends. no one ever calls me. I want to go to fernbank, sixflags, and out to a nice place . A nice place cause i have this great dress that i got made for me, but i have no one to be my escort and take me somewhere. I have to begg and plead and ambush allways and i am tried of it. I am hoping my friend ( Read more... )

I was driving around amasly tonight and then this song came on the radio and it reminded me of how i feel about you and stuff inside. so here it is ( Read more... )