this show makes me want to punch myself in the uterus... repeatedly.

i feel different than "other girls". it comes across in my accomplishments and my failures. i sometimes catch myself doing things "other girls" would do and correcting myself. i sometimes wish i were able to be perfectly awful like "other girls ( Read more... )

They drove the forests out of their homes and into the souls of their children.

http://www.netflix.com/BeMyFriend/PJYR2uEioHiFm9wVPSvP

ugh. just do a little each day and in the end you'll have done a lot.

the happiness of tour enables me to think more clearly.

now that i'm back, i have to make decisions.

i want to 'finish my breakfast,' as the old men say but such a concept (while noble) does not seem entirely realistic.

going on another juice cleanse soon. fuck this stomach

HAUNTED CASTLE is going on tour with WORM HANDS & MIKE PITTS also... TREETOPS for the CHI & KZOO dates. Can you handle all of these awesome shows? Write small. These stops are so close I expect at least forty of you (my four hundred friends who never say a goddamn word to me), to follow us like we're man-o-war. Tents and babes and tents, you can do ( Read more... )

it was loud.
he said, "smile!"
i said, "oh, you need my id?"
ash said, "no, he wants you to smile."
and i looked at him in disbelief.

it would have been faster to smile, but instead i said, "you motherfucking cocksucker, you want me to smile? eat a dick."

Last night these two 30-something damies came in. It wasn't special, really. They had cute hairdos and shirts that were professionally ripped/worn out, 30-something babes is probably more like it. I was pleasantly going through the motions in that way that allows both of us to ignore one another, me with my unwashed, them with their talk talk ( Read more... )

love is so arbitrary. i swear, i feel like a three-year-old is in charge.


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last night races, a hundred+ bicyclists reeling around, shanking the streets of downtown detroit. i was partnered with this total stranger named sean. he turned out to know where everything was and we were doing really well until my bike pedal came off exactly half way through. finished though, you know me ( Read more... )