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[monstrrr]

A few months ago I went a little bit crazy. I'm realizing now just how crazy I actually went. I had a lot of trauma happen in a very short amount of time, and most of that was very tragic. And I... stopped. I withdrew from life, and wasn't dealing with anything. There were a few people that I withdrew from, too, and I'm sorry if you were one of

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[monstrrr]

Yeah. I couldn't... I just couldn't deal with anything, really. I am slowly letting myself feel again, and making myself deal with crap. It's... hard, but in the process I thought about my thought processes a couple months ago and that's what made me realize just how crazy I'd gone. The bad kind of crazy. I wish I was less crazy and hurty today. It's so nice out I want to enjoy it, and it's making me angry that no matter how I try I apparently can't today. Lol.

[frieliegh]

*gentle hugs* I'm really glad you're doing better. I was getting really worried there, for a while. Heartsore is appropriate right now, because it's been hellish and that hurts. Just... be very careful with you, please?

[monstrrr]

I'm trying to be careful with me. At least I recognized that I was going crazy... the bad crazy... and that's the first step.

[kamalawolf]

Winter was cruel this year.