i need to find myself a diversion... that wouldn't be too expensive, wouldn't involve FINDING other people to act along (would involve no people at all - in best case), and.. would keep me busy.
isn't it funny how the right music sometimes finds you and then you can't help listening to it (even in the library, with earphones of course, like i am now)
and then sometimes nothing will satisfy you and no music is good enough for the moment