Nothing is Ever quite what is Seems.

[monroe1962]

hmm....all of this has been really confusing and all in all something that is not bound to go away any time soon. So i made a mistake today...i ended up going way too far with him. It all blew up in my face in the end...you know when you do things that you think will make people happy but they turn out to be the most devastating thing you could

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[bettermoves]

BOI! listen refugio, i am way too tired of reading your journal and hearing how sad you are! if i have to, i am willing to give up some of my personal and, very important time and dedacate it to haveing sex with you. i would never normally do this, but youre my friend and if it will make you fell better.....

no but really, you are way to good for this person and ive never even met the guy!
if someone can spend so much time with you and only end up hurting you then they
must be a fuckin idiot. you deserve better.

i love you boy. feel better and call your friend kim sometime.

dont dream it be it!

Cum on over!

[monroe1962]

oh...you sure know how to cheer up a gay!! and you are right.,..if i was not me and i read all these sad sappy entries i would want to kill have sex with me as well...i love ya gurly...and you need to cum out and play sometime..i miss ya boo!!

and in time this will all heal and i will feel better...and it is starting NOW!!
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[kinkfrek]

So, realy you should just kick him in the balls.

<3 Maddie

one swift kick away.

[monroe1962]

haha! oh i love you maddie...and i miss you already!!!!!

BFI GURL...nothing but B.F.I *snaps*

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hey baby

[sugarcard]

hey i know things are bad right now and i see you hurting but i want you to know that i will always be there for you in any situation except with ember bc i dont want her to steal anything else. i will have your back through =everything and i will correct you when your wrong. i love and care for you as if you were one of my own and you know i do. i am having a tough time and i am doing things that are supposibly helping but i know how you feel bc i am going through the same emotions. take care and be happy. cause it makes me sad when your not. :( everything is going to be alright. love roger ;)

in the end...

[monroe1962]

oh you....you almost made me cry...i love you so much...meeting you has been the best thing yet!! i kid you not....if it wasn't for you on the other side of my room comforting...telling me what to do..and giving me your advice i would have gone completely mad by now....and things right now can only get worse before they get better and i know that..these embedded wounds will take some time to heal and i know you are here for me..and that is what keeps me strong...and believing that i will make it through this and in the end will come out a better person. stay with me...love always!!

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Re: in the end...

[sugarcard]

tear literally

[tres_faux]

people can be shitty, and yes, you are right: sometimes when boys get the booty, they lose interest. but ... to be blunt, those ones aren't real, haven't grown the fuck up yet, and possibly never will.

there are good people in the world, but the shitty ones give the rest of us a bad name ;)

words of the wise....

[monroe1962]

to be blunt,those ones aren't real, haven't grown the fuck up yet, and possibly never will.

so true....and i am still looking for those "good" people...i know they are out there..and i know in my heart i can do much much better!!

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[lostsoulhyosuke]

Yeah like i agree with you on that tres_faux

[monroe1962]

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