Fuck. You sure as hell didn't show it. Thanks, you jerk. I thought the hole was anesthetized and permanently cauterized. But it's still there, all scabbish and like, just waiting to erupt. And I didn't know that.
It's going to be about a month before she returns to the Bay. I don't know if you knew that or not. Whether you've been in touch or not. But at this point, just tell me what to do.
I'm sitting in your chair right where you wrote this! *gasssp*
Anyways, you right a lot. And I sort knew this to a degree since we talked about it two (or so) nights ago. I guess just keep trying to think about it, you know get it all straight in your head. So when she does come back or when you talk to her next you have a clear idea of how you feel about the break and you don't sound like a bafoon. It seems you already have a good grasp on reality and yours feelings. I commend you for that, at least your not wallowing in depression you emo kid. Just..keep your head up and you'll figure it out.
And tell the bitch to send the sweater first class. :D
You real sonfabitch. That was a damn good entry, not to sound too impersonal about the content.
It's hard to talk about what goes on inside you, especially on that level. I've been there, and for the most part, I chose path #2.
It has its benefits and its downfalls. You dont do or say anything rash or dramatic, but the healing is slow. But I like to think it makes you a tougher person, and you take a break from that side of life, do other things, etc. i.e. you don't "distract yourself with another female."
That's too easy.
The trick is not to become jaded either. All things worth having are hard as fuck to achieve, and that includes your own emotions and your resultant outlook on life.
So there lies the challenge. I'm always here for you to help you along the way.
By the way: YOU'RE GOING WITH ME TO THE GORRAM GYM THIS WEEK
Re: Biran SpeakthmonkeyheroJuly 18 2006, 07:53:25 UTC
Thank you. I love you.
We'll go to the gym. Definetaly. And get herra buff.
I think the way people handle there own feelings are unique to themselves. I think it was kind of short sighted for me to have said that holding things in is a false front. I know it's different for different people. I guess just in my case it would have been a front, I'm social like that. I think it's just no good if people go out of there way and try very hard to suppress things so no one sees it. That can't be healthy in the long run.
Man, I don't really know the details behind whatever happened but we should get together and have a "burned" get together. I don't mean it in a rejection kind of way, rather just a hurt people kind of thing. It's not as cool as a mac and cheese party but I know I'll feel better just chilling with friends. I'm still sore from my whole thing and I'd appreciate the company.
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It's going to be about a month before she returns to the Bay. I don't know if you knew that or not. Whether you've been in touch or not. But at this point, just tell me what to do.
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As far as what to do, I don't know what to do. There will be something.
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Anyways, you right a lot. And I sort knew this to a degree since we talked about it two (or so) nights ago. I guess just keep trying to think about it, you know get it all straight in your head. So when she does come back or when you talk to her next you have a clear idea of how you feel about the break and you don't sound like a bafoon. It seems you already have a good grasp on reality and yours feelings. I commend you for that, at least your not wallowing in depression you emo kid. Just..keep your head up and you'll figure it out.
And tell the bitch to send the sweater first class. :D
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It's hard to talk about what goes on inside you, especially on that level. I've been there, and for the most part, I chose path #2.
It has its benefits and its downfalls. You dont do or say anything rash or dramatic, but the healing is slow. But I like to think it makes you a tougher person, and you take a break from that side of life, do other things, etc. i.e. you don't "distract yourself with another female."
That's too easy.
The trick is not to become jaded either. All things worth having are hard as fuck to achieve, and that includes your own emotions and your resultant outlook on life.
So there lies the challenge. I'm always here for you to help you along the way.
By the way: YOU'RE GOING WITH ME TO THE GORRAM GYM THIS WEEK
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We'll go to the gym. Definetaly. And get herra buff.
I think the way people handle there own feelings are unique to themselves. I think it was kind of short sighted for me to have said that holding things in is a false front. I know it's different for different people. I guess just in my case it would have been a front, I'm social like that. I think it's just no good if people go out of there way and try very hard to suppress things so no one sees it. That can't be healthy in the long run.
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