songfic!
so my first sort of song-fic... ish
this is kinda weird.. just because I have a lot of random nightmares too...
ANYWAYS
I'm actually not that familiar with songfics nor have I read that many.. but anyways.. this is my take on it.. I guess..
it might even be confusing for ppl... and for that.. I color code them.. YAY COLORS! =)
title: Rainy Night
pairing: YOOSU!! yeah baby! finally!
genre: songfic (is that a genre?)
rating: PG
length: quite short
summary: why did Yoochun write such a sad song and told Junsu to sing it instead of singing it himself?
OH almost forgot! credits: boajjang forum ^^
A/N: okay.. honestly.. I have no idea anymore who wrote this song... I thought it was a collab by both at first.. and then i heard it was by yoochun... and then other ppl said it was by junsu.. *confused* so I guess I'm just saying... for the sake of this fic.. and this fic alone.. let us just all pretend it's written by yoochun, ne? *grins and hands out cookies to everyone*
Oh and also to
airinojoo
for giving me the idea for it hehe
“Hey Junsu… I wrote a song for you….” Hearing this, he younger man leapt from his seat.
“Really? Can you play it for me?” The composer nodded, smiling slightly, before his expert fingers dance across the piano keys. His soothing voice reverberated through the room, warming Junsu’s heart. The younger singer closed his eyes.
Rain in my heart, mou yamanai namida wa, tonight
Rain in my heart, the tears are not going to stop, tonight
Kimi ga saigo ni nokoshita hakanai, wasuremono no youni
It's like the short-lived, forgotten thing that you last left
I see you… walking away from me.
I tried to call out your name, but no sound was uttered.
I tried to run to you, but my legs felt like two stationary steel bars.
So I did the only thing I could…
I cried.
I cried…as I forced myself to erase all the memories we had.
But I can’t…
As I watched your familiar frame in the distance, all I could think of…
Was your smile…
Kimi no inai sekai wa, yami ni furuete
The world without you will be full of darkness
Ne, subete yume nara iinoni
If only this was all a dream
Ai takute, oh my girl
I wanted to see you, oh my love (A/N: changed for the sake of the fic, but not gonna change the actual romanization.. cos.. yeah ><)
Aenai wake wa, kimi no sayonara wo kikitaku nakatta kara
The reason why I can't see you is because I don't want to hear you say goodbye
Baby I still love you
The light went away with the your presence.
I closed my eyes, blinking away the tears, wishing to myself,
that I would wake up from this nightmare and I’d see you again.
I remembered what you said…it still echoes in my mind.
Goodbye…
I never thought that one word could change my life forever…
I missed you…
Mou naka naide, itsumo you cry oh baby
Please don't cry anymore, you cry all the time oh baby
Sonna tokoromo, so sweet
But those parts about you are so sweet
Ima wa boku janai, dareka ga yeah
Now its not me, its somebody else yeah
Namida wo nugutterun dane
Who is comforting your tears
It’s been awhile since that day…and life resumed to normal…
For you.
I saw you today, with somebody else.
You laughed so hard…tears formed in the corners of your beautiful brown orbs.
He wiped away the droplets with a loving smile,
and I saw the familiar look in your eyes…
and it was my turn to cry.
I needed you…
Dakedo kimi ga suki dayo
But I still love you
Wasurerarenai, omoi de no nakadake ikiteru
You are living only in the unforgettable memories
Kono omoi forever
Forever this feeling,
Dakishimeta hi no kimi no kaori zutto karada wo hanarenakute
Ever since we embraced each other on that day, your scent has never let me go
Baby I still love you
Do you remember when we first met?
You had clumsily tripped over a stone and fell right into my arms.
With a blushing smile, you apologized…
I didn’t say anything then; I was enchanted by you.
I know you can’t hear me now…
but thank you…
I should have said that long ago.
Thank you for being a part of my life.
Hazusenai, mune no kurossu ni, kizunnda sono namae baby, you are my love
I carved your name, to the cross that I can't pull out from my heart, baby, you are my love
…the only part of my life worth living…
Kimi no inai sekai wa, yami ni furuete
The world without you will be full of darkness
Ne, subete yume nara iinoni
If only this was all a dream
Ai takute, oh my girl
I wanted to see you, oh my love
Aenai wake wa, kimi no sayonara wo kikitaku nakatta kara
The reason why I can't see you is because I don't want to hear you say goodbye
Dakedo kimi ga suki dayo
But I still love you
Wasurerarenai, omoi de no nakadake ikiteru
You are only living in the unforgettable memories
Kono omoi forever, yamanai yo, my girl, oku no kokoro dake kagirinaku nurashite mo,
This feeling forever, is not going to stop, my love, even if deep in my heart gets wet,
I can't say goodbye cause I love you
I miss you...
I need you…
I never told you those words enough, and now I am paying for my mistakes…
Don’t feel sorry for me…
You told me… that I should forget about you… I should move on.
That proved to be a hard task.
So you told me we could still be friends… that I was still an important person in your life…
Call me selfish but I wanted more.
Everytime we meet, there would always be a goodbye…
Don’t think of this as a goodbye…
Think of it as me…finally setting you free…
I love you...
Without realizing it, Junsu found himself wet with tears. When the song finally ended, Yoochun came over to his lover, kissing his eyes open.
“It’s heartbreaking… why are you writing this for me?” Junsu asked timidly, in fear of what the song implied about their relationship. Yoochun felt his heart warmed and kissed Junsu’s forehead lovingly.
“It’s not dedicated TO you… I want you to sing this…” Junsu’s eyes widened.
“Why?”
“Well… I would like to think that this is what happens to you when I break up with you.” Fear gripped Junsu and he pushed Yoochun away.
“Are you breaking up with me?” Yoochun chuckled.
“I wrote this, remember? It’s my fear… not yours.” Junsu scrunched his face in confusion.
“Chunnie-yah… what are you talking about? You’re scaring me.” Yoochun sighed and enveloped his lover in his embrace.
“I had a nightmare, Junsu-yah… I saw you with someone else and you were happier. You walked away from me and I couldn’t do anything about it,” his voice quivered. Junsu tightened his hold.
“But that would never happen, Chunnie, you know that. I can’t see myself with anyone else but you…” Small sobs were heard over Junsu’s shoulder.
“It’s just that the dream…felt so real. I felt so empty. You were so far away. It scared the hell out of me.” Junsu slipped his warm hand under his lover’s shirt, placing it firmly over the man’s left chest.
“I’m right here, Chunnie-yah. And I’m never going away…” he replied reassuringly. “I don’t think I can if I tried…,” he added before breaking off from the hug and capturing the other man’s lips in his own.
“So will you sing this song for me?” Yoochun asked when they came up for air. Junsu rolled his eyes.
“Just shut up and kiss me…” Yoochun smirked at the sassy reply and happily obliged the command.
so i guess it's like.. a songfic and a drabble combined together? *shrug*
hope that wasn't too confusing for everyone...
*smiles*