list of things i learned in 2007 ( Read more... )

i cant move. my body is too heavy. ive lost my footing.

shit.

FUCKING SUCKS COCK!!!

fuck 2008 and fuck this stupid holiday!

please take it easy on me. 2007 was a bitch

Let it die and get out of my mind ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU

he shouldnt be coming over but he said he would. i will most likely spend the rest of the night sitting in this chair waiting for a phone call that will never be dialed. but i cant help it. i cant give him up. i am an addict and he is my drug. groan. that was so cheesy but it is the only way i can describe this feeling. i need him like hallie berry ( Read more... )

i love you

p.s. i also love cotton candy and the Lword

So this whole time while working my jury scene, i was convinced that i was unbreakable. Day after day I would watch George transform my classmates into these open, honest, and sensitive actors while i stood by watching, wondering why i wasnt able to bring myself to that level of honesty. I worked really hard on my scene and wanted oh so badly to be ( Read more... )

my new cat died

it is the second cat of mine that has died in the past month

feel really sorry for me

and the beat goes on