she's a wreck, but she's salvageable

[molishka]

I am trapped where I am. I can't walk to school or the darkroom because of inevitably passing the apartment of a dead friend. I have trouble leaving the apartment. Unless someone else is in the apartment, and then I can't wait to get out of the apartment. I don't want to sit and drink coffee because my mind will wander and four hours later I'll

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[manicmoviemania]

I wish i could tell you in live journal the things i've been going through since i've gotten back to as i put it "the city", but sadly i am unable to express myself in writing the way that you are able to. i may have quit talking about things for the most part. mainly because i'm tired of hearing people tell me why i should be able to move on or some shit like that. i would do almost anything right now to be able to be with someone who understands and knows how i am feeling right now. i'm not positive where this is going. but it sounds like to me you are taking pretty healthy steps to get through this and i can't say that i completely have. still not sure where i'm going, so i will just end this right now. just know you arent alone in the feelings you have, as hard as that can be to believe sometimes.