so i pretty much drove myself insane the past week. for nothing. dont really know what i did. its weird how fate works. like im not sure whether i belive in things happening for a reason. but i do belive in the ripple effect. and how one little thing, changes everything.
shes pretty much all i can think about. and i cant be with her right now. and its killing me. she feels so right, so why cant i be with her. ill wait as long as i have to.