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[mntrout]

Has it really been 7 months since I posted anything of significance? So much has happened, so much has changed, that I hardly know where to begin but I'll work on it for all y'all.

In the meantime, g'luck, and have a day, eh?

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[jloopy]

an update would definitely be nice. had no idea it had been that long.

[mntrout]

Hey, Loops,

I went completely insane over the winter (like out-of-my-skull, off-the-deep-end crazy), for the second winter in a row and didn't start coming out of it until the middle of March. After that I made a few life-altering decisions that I'm now effecting.

I have, actually, been trying to write about it all since then but never seem to be able to force the words out of my finners and onto my keyboard.

I haven't forgotten about all y'all, apparently I just have writer's block.

[mntrout]

Over the past couple of hours I’ve been thinking back on this past winter and I’m forced to admit that it was more along the lines of a month or 6 weeks that I was really bad, from about the middle or end of October through the beginning or middle of December - right around the time that I stopped writing in here, in fact, and then again for another couple of weeks during March. These schisms or whatever were also far worse in intensity and duration the previous winter - and, probably, more accurately termed an emotional breakdowns rather than a mental ones. Regardless of the term, these “episodes” have forced me to some rather startling realizations which have led me to a few drastic decisions... oh yeah, I went on vacation, too.