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[mmmmgreen]

It has been a rough kind of week because I have been facing some realities.  The main one is that it has been apparent since the very beginning of our marriage that doug didn't love me.  You just don't treat someone the way that he treated me and love them. I keep trying to justify it and rationalize it and make it feel better, but I need it to not

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[memyselfeye]

im so glad you've found books that you enjoy :) im having quite a struggle finding one i really like :P

about your husband... i dont know if he does love you or not... but things can ALWAYS change. maybe somethings on his mind? maybe somethings bothering him? maybe it has for years but hes too afraid to say.
actions always have meaning behind them, weather the "actor" wants to admit it or not.
I think theres more digging to you. becuase your right. people dont treat people they love the way hes treated you.
but people dont usually marry without love.
so i think theres more to this story.
and i sure hope you find it babe :)

[mgs_naughtycat]

YAY *hugs* Glad to see you beginning to work through the issues. Know that the reactions that you have are part of your body processing the pain you've kept inside for a long time. Its got to go somewhere. Just don't really harm yourself in the process.
If you want humor, go find the Detachable Penis song. Heh... THATS funny :)