{fic} Dirty Little Secret
Dirty Little Secret
Author : mizuno_hikaru
Pairing : Akame, slight Jinxone of KAT-TUN’s member (one sided, will be revealed later)
Rating : PG15
Beta : piperr0919
Genre : angst. Kinda.
Summary : You are beautiful, and you don’t love me.
A/N : Trapped 5 hours at the beauty shop to straightened my hair. So I wrote this. And yeah, I love angst.
It’s might be a little confusing to read, so I’ll give you a hint : the story was taken from one of the KAT-TUN’s member POV. Not from Akame, neither Jin nor Kazu-chan. But I gave the hints, and I’m sure you could guess who is he ^^
Sometimes I wonder why fate brought me to you.
You were the total opposite of me. As I was an introvert and never talked much, you were a bright person-like a sunshine, radiant and charming. You always had people around you, and I wasn’t one of them.
I didn’t like the fact; and I also never liked the fact that you are beautiful. You, with those warm almond eyes, the perfect nose, high cheekbones, strong jaw lines and those luscious plump lips. You, with your warm personality, and laughter and incredible talents-you were one year younger than me and I hated that fact the most.
Strike that. The fact I hated the most was that you were beautiful, and you don’t love me. Many people loved you because you were beautiful; and it’s not me who caught your heart. It’s him, it’a always him and not me.
I was observing you two again today, stole a glance at the painful scene as you put your hand on his waist-pulled him closer as both of you laughed together; your fingertips met his skin and I burned in jealousy.
He was your everything. I knew it, and I knew you were his everything too. You two were meant for each other, it’s too natural and everyone knew the fact already. I never confessed my feelings for you as I knew it would never work out; you love him too much to share your heart with someone else.
But you are beautiful and I love you. I love you so much, secretly, carefully, with my façade and mask of lies-pretending to be someone ignorant and oh-so-mature, and I’ll never tell you my feelings. It’s my dirty little secret and I will never reveal it.
“ Why a butterfly ? “ You asked me once when we composed a song together, and I stared at your dark, deep brown eyes before finally replying, “ Because it’s beautiful “ Just like you.
Me muero por un beso tuyo
Doy la vida por tenerte
Tú eres mi vida, sin ti no hay vida
Y tú sin mi amor eres la loba herida
Solamente, te quiero
(I die in your kiss
I would die to have you
You are my life, there is no life without you
My love will stop you from being harmed
The only one I want is you)
You sing those lines for him, and I sing them for you.
But it’s my dirty little secret and you’ll never know about it. And yes; you are beautiful. Like a butterfly : I yearn for you but you’ll never be mine. You are always his, and you love him-so much and it’s so beautiful even though it pains my heart.
“ Jin “ Kazuya called you and you smiled, you two are a perfect couple and I knew it already. But these feelings of mine, I still can’t wipe them away so easily. So let me keep it, my dirty little secret : you are beautiful, and you don’t love me.
-end-
...yes, it's from Ueda's POV. *run away*
Blame old JinDa's issues and Jin's harrasement to Ue-chan at the concert (as the older male insulted Jin as a pervert after he gropped Ue-chan's butt twice) XDXD
Author : mizuno_hikaru
Pairing : Akame, slight Jinxone of KAT-TUN’s member (one sided, will be revealed later)
Rating : PG15
Beta : piperr0919
Genre : angst. Kinda.
Summary : You are beautiful, and you don’t love me.
A/N : Trapped 5 hours at the beauty shop to straightened my hair. So I wrote this. And yeah, I love angst.
It’s might be a little confusing to read, so I’ll give you a hint : the story was taken from one of the KAT-TUN’s member POV. Not from Akame, neither Jin nor Kazu-chan. But I gave the hints, and I’m sure you could guess who is he ^^
Sometimes I wonder why fate brought me to you.
You were the total opposite of me. As I was an introvert and never talked much, you were a bright person-like a sunshine, radiant and charming. You always had people around you, and I wasn’t one of them.
I didn’t like the fact; and I also never liked the fact that you are beautiful. You, with those warm almond eyes, the perfect nose, high cheekbones, strong jaw lines and those luscious plump lips. You, with your warm personality, and laughter and incredible talents-you were one year younger than me and I hated that fact the most.
Strike that. The fact I hated the most was that you were beautiful, and you don’t love me. Many people loved you because you were beautiful; and it’s not me who caught your heart. It’s him, it’a always him and not me.
I was observing you two again today, stole a glance at the painful scene as you put your hand on his waist-pulled him closer as both of you laughed together; your fingertips met his skin and I burned in jealousy.
He was your everything. I knew it, and I knew you were his everything too. You two were meant for each other, it’s too natural and everyone knew the fact already. I never confessed my feelings for you as I knew it would never work out; you love him too much to share your heart with someone else.
But you are beautiful and I love you. I love you so much, secretly, carefully, with my façade and mask of lies-pretending to be someone ignorant and oh-so-mature, and I’ll never tell you my feelings. It’s my dirty little secret and I will never reveal it.
“ Why a butterfly ? “ You asked me once when we composed a song together, and I stared at your dark, deep brown eyes before finally replying, “ Because it’s beautiful “ Just like you.
Me muero por un beso tuyo
Doy la vida por tenerte
Tú eres mi vida, sin ti no hay vida
Y tú sin mi amor eres la loba herida
Solamente, te quiero
(I die in your kiss
I would die to have you
You are my life, there is no life without you
My love will stop you from being harmed
The only one I want is you)
You sing those lines for him, and I sing them for you.
But it’s my dirty little secret and you’ll never know about it. And yes; you are beautiful. Like a butterfly : I yearn for you but you’ll never be mine. You are always his, and you love him-so much and it’s so beautiful even though it pains my heart.
“ Jin “ Kazuya called you and you smiled, you two are a perfect couple and I knew it already. But these feelings of mine, I still can’t wipe them away so easily. So let me keep it, my dirty little secret : you are beautiful, and you don’t love me.
-end-
...yes, it's from Ueda's POV. *run away*
Blame old JinDa's issues and Jin's harrasement to Ue-chan at the concert (as the older male insulted Jin as a pervert after he gropped Ue-chan's butt twice) XDXD