The Honeymoon Is Over
So any one a Sex and the City Fan? I feel like i am living an episode right now. Not one of the good ones though. Do you remember the one where Charlotte dates a man that is on Prozac and she finds out he has no interest in sex what so ever? Welcome to my new life. Unlike her though I won't bail. I don't want to sound shallow though, but that's not the easiest luxery in the world to let go of.
You see Gaerfindel is on depression medication. They changed him to a new kind then the one before. The other one didn't mess with his sex drive, but this one does big time. I know his well being is more important so I guess I will have to just endure it. it will be strange though not to have to worry about getting attacked in the middle of the night, or in the bathroom, or the kitchen, livingroom, on my way in or out the door....I guess it will a big change huh?
Well, it will free up time to do chores and be more attentive to the little ones and the big one when he's here. I should probably get rid of the stuff that is a sexual reminder like movies, magazines, pictures, and of course hentai. Out of sight, out of mind. I just hioe i won't go out of my mind. I can't help realizing I am a very sexual person. It will be hard to quell it.
For today only I will wallow in the miserable fact that physical love is over. I actually couldn't feel anything in his kiss this morning. I wish I hadn't asked the question. I will just hide behind the curtins in my robe, play with my son and wait till I can leave for work. Maybe i'll eat.......we'll see.
The most amusing thing is that like a major appliance, one day after the warrenty is up something goes wrong. Funny huh?
mizuki_hana2 has fragile contents which may break!
You see Gaerfindel is on depression medication. They changed him to a new kind then the one before. The other one didn't mess with his sex drive, but this one does big time. I know his well being is more important so I guess I will have to just endure it. it will be strange though not to have to worry about getting attacked in the middle of the night, or in the bathroom, or the kitchen, livingroom, on my way in or out the door....I guess it will a big change huh?
Well, it will free up time to do chores and be more attentive to the little ones and the big one when he's here. I should probably get rid of the stuff that is a sexual reminder like movies, magazines, pictures, and of course hentai. Out of sight, out of mind. I just hioe i won't go out of my mind. I can't help realizing I am a very sexual person. It will be hard to quell it.
For today only I will wallow in the miserable fact that physical love is over. I actually couldn't feel anything in his kiss this morning. I wish I hadn't asked the question. I will just hide behind the curtins in my robe, play with my son and wait till I can leave for work. Maybe i'll eat.......we'll see.
The most amusing thing is that like a major appliance, one day after the warrenty is up something goes wrong. Funny huh?
mizuki_hana2 has fragile contents which may break!