Sep 21, 2006 15:47
"You can stop believing in some kind of future for us. If you haven't already."
"Yeah, you're probably right..."
*random babbling*
"By the way, you seem pissed off... Is something bothering you?"
"No, nothing in particular. Besides, even if I *was* pissed off, it would be alright!"
"Alright... Then bye, take care... Hope to hear from you..."
"There's no need to hear from me again. The msn addy is already gone, for the number you just have to click the 'delete' button on the cellphone!"
Basically, if you told me I was right, when were you going to tell me? When were you going to be true and say "Alright idiot, you can totally stop believing in us because I'm just an asshole who keeps on falling in love with like 3 girls at a time OMG I'M SO HOT~"?
I wish I could just find some peace. But I enjoy fighting with him, so that's it. I can't help sending him messages. He told me "But you keep on taking and leaving me, I can't take it anymore." YEAH I KNOW. BUT I CAN, SO SHUT UP. You have no say in the matter.
"So now it's my fault. You talk like I've done something awful to you."
"OMG sorry if I'm not allowed to see you sometimes, alright? Sorry if I can't tell my parents to fuck off. But you're right, I'm the stupid one who's not talking in order not to seem jealous."
"Then talk..."
"Nevermind. I would just add more fuel to the fire. After all we're not married, you're free to do whatever you please."
"No, really, what is it?"
"Forget it. You just have to know that I'm cool with that and that I don't blame you."
Yeah, my parents were against this relationship. They didn't allow me to see him. And now I can totally see why.
someone has mental issues,
exes