maybe one day you won't hate me anymore....

***this is my last LJ post for a long long long time.......

Once again,i've made a choice,with no help,on my own,and I and someone else got hurt.I won't know if it was teh right thing to do for a while...I hope it was because it made me loose a part of me that was really important.If all of it was for nothing,then I'm going to go crazy because I never want to have to make a choice like that again.I just ( Read more... )

Confussion ( Read more... )

Thinking of maybe terminating my LiveJournal...I'm just kinda...bored...i dunno.......

I'm pondering something that is really important to me...It concerns others,but certain people in paticular.It's a crucial thing and it's killing me that these thoughts are even in my head.I don't need to mess this up...I don't know what to do though....maybe... ( Read more... )

..lies are stupid ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being grounded.It is really starting to suck.I hate being grouded in the first place and NOW,NOW it's coming up on Valentines Day and guess who most likely can't do anything...ME(I'm so so so so sorry,I'm working on it with my parents,I promise).It's really getting to me.UGH ( Read more... )

If you could hold or be held by one person tonight,a real person,no superstars or anything,who would it be?

I'm grounded.i failed a class for the semester....won't be online for a while i dno't think....love you all,leave me comments for when i sneak on and look...bye....(i'll miss you-you know who)

Last night was fun....I like the aviator,and the people I was with...it was nice...I think the movie gave me a head ache though.....(show me the blueprints,show me the blueprints....bring in the milk,bring in the milk....."your really gonna love him in aminete,i promise"....)

I spent the night with my friend and we stayed up late watching all 3 ( Read more... )

I am everyones friend.I am there for everyone.I help everyone.If it was possible,i would be superwoman,because then i cold help everyone even more,because then i'd have super powers.I really like it.But being everyones friend is starting to become...not so great.It feels like,even though everyone knows I'm there for them and they come and talk to ( Read more... )