It makes me happy to see my friends commenting on each other's ljs. It used to make me feel jealous and neglected when my friends began to get close to each other, but when "my girls" (a.k.a. my band mates) talk about each other and how much they like each other, it always puts a big, goofy smile on my face.

Maybe things will work out this time...

I'm so sick of this. Will I ever be able to do anything right? Or at least say something and have it sound the way I intended it to, instead of the complete opposite ( Read more... )

Sunset marks the end
Of another pointless day
As I lay me down to sleep
Watch another dream die away

Yay for random snippets of what could (hopefully) eventually turn out to be lyrics. I really shouldn't be on, but I'm actually proud of this little tidbit and had to get it written somewhere before I forgot it ( Read more... )

Joe lectured me yesterday about how much time I spend on the computer (well, that was part of it. most of it was actually "get off your ass and get a second job" x.x). He's trying to limit me to an hour a day, so I figure I just won't go on at all (an hour? what's the point?) until I get my own. I mean, when I get my own, that obviously means I'll ( Read more... )

Reach for the sky ( Read more... )

I have to babysit tonight. x.x Thankfully, it's only Alex and Tori. Hopefully I can get them to stop trying to include me in their little games. I want them to just go play in Alex's room or something so I can write.

On the bright side, no Mel and Joe means I don't have to keep my music ultra quiet. especially since Alex loves everything I listen ( Read more... )

Come on, admit it! you missed my crazy edited pictures. XD


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So I was practicing singing earlier, and my niece came out while I was listening to/singing Nakashima Mika's "Glamorous Sky"...

Alex: *looks at the radio, then at me* is that you singing on the radio?
me: O.o um no.
Alex: *looks really confused* But she sounds just like you!
me: *blink* really?
Alex: *nodnod*
me: *GLOMP* You rock! <333

It's times like this morning that make me glad I moved in with my sister ( Read more... )

I am never babysitting Logan again. Austin? Sure. He's a sweetie. He just goes off to his room and does his own thing. Tana? Absolutely. She can be a little annoying sometimes but whatever. She's four, they're supposed to be a little annoying at that age. Besides, she's a doll. She's a freaking angelLogan, on the other hand...UGH. I tried to be ( Read more... )