Smells like Rose Incense (joncer)

[mitchiemarie]

Title: Spencerexia(For lack of a better title) [Standalone]
Author: mitchiemarie
Rating: R,can't take chances, and it's very depressing
Pairing: Joncer, Ryden
POV: Ryan's, first
Summary:The long standalone about Spencer's life after he died from anorexia and bulimia. Character death ensues.
Disclaimer: I don't own this. Spencer and Jon are alive, and I

Comments

[summerstripes]

this was beautifully written. ;_;
the whole plot and wording of the story is laced with so much emotion, it just sounds amazing when you're reading it. (,:
The deaths were so sad! At least Jon and Spencer are together now. <33
The little references you've scattered in the story, were great.
Poor Spencer..his parents were so mean. ),:
Ryan & Spencer's friendship was adorable though..I love Ryan's little memories of Spencer.
OH, and Jon's letter from Spencer, is so cute and sad..the way you wrote it tugs at my heart. <3

oh dear, i'm rambling now, somebody stop me.
anyways, all your hard work payed off, you wrote an excellent story!

[mitchiemarie]

XD
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:P
but you got first comment m'dear!!
:D
thank you thank you thank you for reading
:3
and poor Ryan :/
he's left behind, at least joncer's still together :/

[summerstripes]

Yay!! This is my first FC ever ever ever! :D
nooo, thank you for writing<3
yes, at least he has Brendon, though. (:
Even though he really did love his best friend..

[mitchiemarie]

:D
I'm glad that you're first fc was on my story :DDD
xD
he does.
*nods*
But Spencer was destined to die *sniffs*
D:

[scenery_poetry]

I absolutely loved it! It seriously made me cry at one point. Very beautifully written. It's very hard for me to write steam of consciousness, so I applaud that.
And I loved how you incorporated my favorite song by Panic! in to it. I always though Time to Dance was a beautifully tragic song.

[mitchiemarie]

:3
thank you bb!!!!
:D
I almost quit one time
x-x
i have little patience and this was exhausting to write.
thankfully, I actually finished.
and I'm super happy <3333
:3

[onthewindowpane]

Oh God that was so well done.
I've only ever cried in two fics in my life, but this one made me actually sob. You made it so beautiful though sweetie.
Thank you. I've been needing to read something like that, I'm having the same sort of problems as Spencer.
Thank you so much.

[mitchiemarie]

awwww :/
I'm sorry it made you cry bby!
D:
Thanks for reading it though!
x__x
I just think that Spencer is the one most likely to have an eating disorder...cause Ryan's just like that naturally...and this made me think of a fic/standalone I read awhile ago..where Spencer gets an eating disorder cause he's jealous that Ryan loves Brendon...and in the end it's a threesome
xD
<33
and I also understand, sometimes I feel like Spencer does..

[onthewindowpane]

It's fine. I'm a pussy some days =)
Yeah, Spencer does seem that. He looks like he'd worry about his weight.
I actually enjoy reading the eating disorder ones. It makes me feel...Idk someting?

Thanks babes.

<3

[mitchiemarie]

<3333
:P
I've cried from fics too!
even though I can't really remember the last one that made me cry...
:3 he's pretty though!!
I love reading about eating disorders...it's interesting

[reinventlove1]

aw, this was sooo good. and long. i love long. but theres nothing wrong with short <3

so many emotions, and just, this is amazing. love the lyrics you put in.

it was raining when i read this...hah.

love.love.loved it.

[mitchiemarie]

xD
it was raining when i read this...hah.
That reminds me of aerosmith's song cryin
I was cryin when I met you...now I'm dying to forget you!!!
:3
and thanks for reading it!! :D
everyone else just skipped to the post about the otps
:P
and I agree. Short can be awesome too!