from freedom back into the web

[mistress_maeve]

I got off at the S79 (what are they doing to that bus stop?) and chose a random direction to walk in. I ended up arriving (fate) at my dad's work. I have no idea how I got there, but when I saw that building, I nearly had a heart attack. I doubled back and went to Dyker Beach Park, also not really the park I had in mind, but okay. And my goal was

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[cloud2702]

Um, yeah. A lot of stuff there. Seems like every paragraph is about something completely different and yet not. There are some great lines as always ("No matter how honest I am, [these words] are still part of my charade"). As far as the content, especially the hypocrisy thing, yes that's something we all do. But at the same time, we all can work on it right? Work on being better people, less selfish, more understanding...

[mydarthestkader]

A lot of stuff. Too early in the morning to finish. Uhm...I think wisdom is only accesible if you are an old chinese sensei teaching Ralph Mafio how to become The Karate Kid. Nobody really wants to do anything in life. It would be my dream to sit in my apartment, not having to pay a dime, and walk around naked all day, scratching myself. To be in an infinite daze is where I am going with this, no cares at all, just to be a dreamer for the rest of my life; until that bus hits me when I am forty(wait, your not in on that joke...)

Ok, I just remembered how you are; you probably have no idea what I am talking about. Oh well.
Oh yeah, almost forgot. I don't think I believe in true love because I don't believe in anything that I don't understand. Yesterday, when I told Paul I didn't think I loved him, he almost fell off his rocker. If you use the definition that love is a deep caring of an individual, then I guess I do love him. And you of course.