[one-shot] Singing Background
Title: Singing background
Pairings: Kyumin
Genre: Angst/fluff
Rating: PG
A/N: Based on Kyuhyun's English background parts in Super Junior's songs. Dedicated to onetruemei for her journal anniversary. Sorry, I’m late dear!
Summary: I miss you. I hate you. I am stupid. I love you.
I miss you. -Heartquake…
He hates leaving. He has always hated it. Like those times Kyuhyun actually has to leave Korea for business - being the son of an international company CEO wasn't as easy as it seems - he wished time would stop altogether.
"I don't want to go" Kyuhyun whines to Sungmin. Kyuhyun wished Sungmin would understand. Kyuhyun wouldn't have time to call Sungmin in China; Kyuhyun wouldn't be able to check his mail. "It's ok, Kyuhyun. It's only for a month"
Kyuhyun wished he would die. Why didn't Sungmin understand him?
I miss you everyday even though we meet every day and you say it's ONLY a month?
But nevertheless, Sungmin would never understand. How could he? Kyuhyun never told Sungmin that he loves him. Sungmin had always referred to themselves as best friends - much to Kyuhyun's misery but he never objected. How would he know?
So, Kyuhyun ended up going to China anyway. Kyuhyun had his phone on all day, getting excited at any phone call or text message only to be disappointed, panicking whenever his battery were running low just in case that call would come at that very moment. Kyuhyun was simply restless.
How could he talk to Sungmin everyday without revealing his feelings?
It was impossible. So, Kyuhyun ends up not calling Sungmin at all.
I hate you. -Heartquake…
Kyuhyun can't sleep well and he's getting jumpy. He's trying to get over this crush. He's trying his best to smile.
Kyuhyun hates that Sungmin hasn't called. Kyuhyun hates that Sungmin doesn't text him. Kyuhyun hates Sungmin. That's why he wants to forget him. That's why he misses him. That's why he wishes Sungmin would just call him.
I am stupid. -My Only Girl!
Kyuhyun should just tell Sungmin.
Who cares if Sungmin doesn't love him back? He can't take this shit anymore.
Still Kyuhyun decides to suffer
.
It's getting too lonely and all I can think of is you.
Still, Kyuhyun just stares at his phone. Waiting... Waiting... Waiting... Maybe, for a miracle.
And Kyuhyun is still trying to forget.
"I am your fool," he keeps telling himself.
I love you. -… Listen to you…
Kyuhyun doesn't know if he is excited that the deal was sealed a week earlier than expected. He doesn't know if he's excited he could reach home a week earlier.
Because before he knows it, he's on the plane with butterflies in his stomach and a very nervous heart. Why was he nervous?
He doesn't know but it felt good
.
Kyuhyun doesn't know if he should call Sungmin now, because it had been so long. What if Sungmin had forgotten him?
But of course Kyuhyun had been dreaming of this day for weeks. The moment he sits in the taxi and gives Sungmin's address, Kyuhyun knew it was too late. There was no turning back now
.
Still it took half an hour before Kyuhyun even rang the bell, trying his best to keep his hand from shaking. He knows Sungmin is inside - he could hear footsteps of him chasing his cat.
Kyuhyun's heart literally stops when he sees Sungmin open the door. Sungmin's hair seemed longer and his eyes were big out of shock.
For a moment, Kyuhyun got his wished, time stopped.
Kyuhyun was about to open his mouth but Sungmin had launched onto him. Kyuhyun had to fall on his butt to realise that Sungmin was hugging him with full force.
"You crazy person! Do you know how much I missed you?" Kyuhyun could feel all the changes in his body; gush of warmth in his chest, and his heart skipping beats.
He knew he should have done this a long time ago. He always had the chance.
He cupped Sungmin's face as his lips touch. Kyuhyun wished it didn't taste so good because if Sungmin were to push him he wouldn't miss it so much. Though, Sungmin didn't push him away. And Kyuhyun loved it that Sungmin was responding, a moan escaping when Kyuhyun nibs on Sungmin lips, allowing Kyuhyun to enter his mouth. Their tongues dance for awhile until the need of oxygen came over everything else. When they fell apart, Kyuhyun watched a smile creep onto Sungmin's face. I guess Sungmin knows by now.
When the kiss ended, I wanted to kiss again.
And they kissed again.
________
i cheated the last line is one of Kyuhyun's line from an interview about his first Kiss.
i'm sorry to MEI because it's so short.
and if i were to give you excuses it will still not make up for it. TT.TT
and i'm sorry i've been so silent.
it's been pretty hectic for me.
Pairings: Kyumin
Genre: Angst/fluff
Rating: PG
A/N: Based on Kyuhyun's English background parts in Super Junior's songs. Dedicated to onetruemei for her journal anniversary. Sorry, I’m late dear!
Summary: I miss you. I hate you. I am stupid. I love you.
I miss you. -Heartquake…
He hates leaving. He has always hated it. Like those times Kyuhyun actually has to leave Korea for business - being the son of an international company CEO wasn't as easy as it seems - he wished time would stop altogether.
"I don't want to go" Kyuhyun whines to Sungmin. Kyuhyun wished Sungmin would understand. Kyuhyun wouldn't have time to call Sungmin in China; Kyuhyun wouldn't be able to check his mail. "It's ok, Kyuhyun. It's only for a month"
Kyuhyun wished he would die. Why didn't Sungmin understand him?
I miss you everyday even though we meet every day and you say it's ONLY a month?
But nevertheless, Sungmin would never understand. How could he? Kyuhyun never told Sungmin that he loves him. Sungmin had always referred to themselves as best friends - much to Kyuhyun's misery but he never objected. How would he know?
So, Kyuhyun ended up going to China anyway. Kyuhyun had his phone on all day, getting excited at any phone call or text message only to be disappointed, panicking whenever his battery were running low just in case that call would come at that very moment. Kyuhyun was simply restless.
How could he talk to Sungmin everyday without revealing his feelings?
It was impossible. So, Kyuhyun ends up not calling Sungmin at all.
I hate you. -Heartquake…
Kyuhyun can't sleep well and he's getting jumpy. He's trying to get over this crush. He's trying his best to smile.
Kyuhyun hates that Sungmin hasn't called. Kyuhyun hates that Sungmin doesn't text him. Kyuhyun hates Sungmin. That's why he wants to forget him. That's why he misses him. That's why he wishes Sungmin would just call him.
I am stupid. -My Only Girl!
Kyuhyun should just tell Sungmin.
Who cares if Sungmin doesn't love him back? He can't take this shit anymore.
Still Kyuhyun decides to suffer
.
It's getting too lonely and all I can think of is you.
Still, Kyuhyun just stares at his phone. Waiting... Waiting... Waiting... Maybe, for a miracle.
And Kyuhyun is still trying to forget.
"I am your fool," he keeps telling himself.
I love you. -… Listen to you…
Kyuhyun doesn't know if he is excited that the deal was sealed a week earlier than expected. He doesn't know if he's excited he could reach home a week earlier.
Because before he knows it, he's on the plane with butterflies in his stomach and a very nervous heart. Why was he nervous?
He doesn't know but it felt good
.
Kyuhyun doesn't know if he should call Sungmin now, because it had been so long. What if Sungmin had forgotten him?
But of course Kyuhyun had been dreaming of this day for weeks. The moment he sits in the taxi and gives Sungmin's address, Kyuhyun knew it was too late. There was no turning back now
.
Still it took half an hour before Kyuhyun even rang the bell, trying his best to keep his hand from shaking. He knows Sungmin is inside - he could hear footsteps of him chasing his cat.
Kyuhyun's heart literally stops when he sees Sungmin open the door. Sungmin's hair seemed longer and his eyes were big out of shock.
For a moment, Kyuhyun got his wished, time stopped.
Kyuhyun was about to open his mouth but Sungmin had launched onto him. Kyuhyun had to fall on his butt to realise that Sungmin was hugging him with full force.
"You crazy person! Do you know how much I missed you?" Kyuhyun could feel all the changes in his body; gush of warmth in his chest, and his heart skipping beats.
He knew he should have done this a long time ago. He always had the chance.
He cupped Sungmin's face as his lips touch. Kyuhyun wished it didn't taste so good because if Sungmin were to push him he wouldn't miss it so much. Though, Sungmin didn't push him away. And Kyuhyun loved it that Sungmin was responding, a moan escaping when Kyuhyun nibs on Sungmin lips, allowing Kyuhyun to enter his mouth. Their tongues dance for awhile until the need of oxygen came over everything else. When they fell apart, Kyuhyun watched a smile creep onto Sungmin's face. I guess Sungmin knows by now.
When the kiss ended, I wanted to kiss again.
And they kissed again.
________
i cheated the last line is one of Kyuhyun's line from an interview about his first Kiss.
i'm sorry to MEI because it's so short.
and if i were to give you excuses it will still not make up for it. TT.TT
and i'm sorry i've been so silent.
it's been pretty hectic for me.