ahhh i'm sooo fucked up. i am soo so sooo sooo soo fucked up..i'm so fucked up that i dont think u ppl can even corespond how fucked up i am. i'm bad..i took e again..uhggg..i'm sooooooooo out of it..i'm trippin and drunk. uhhgg..where am i? i don't even know..for real. i do for a minute and then i don't. oh god..wut am i typing and why? ahhh i'm ( Read more... )

i fuckin hate it when u ask someone something and they get all pissy with u, like you've asked them the same question ten times before or sumthin. uhhhhgggg soooooooooooooo fuckin mad!! fuck him yo....FUCK HIM!!

tonight was pretty cool. i love deep conversations. i just got in a tiny bit ago and it is 7:48 am. long night ( Read more... )

uhhgg...i just ate too many chicken fingers and mozzarella sticks. well not even a lot, but it feels like a ton in my stomach. i only ate 3 chicken fingers and 2 mozz sticks, and i feel sick as hell. it's like i know i'm starting to get full, but i can't stop. the food is too fuckin good ( Read more... )

doin laundry sux. i dread it everytime. then when i finish i'm like..oh that wasn't that bad...but then when it comes time to do it again just the thought of it is dreadful all over again. maybe i should do my laundry in small increments, less overwhelming that way ( Read more... )

i have to go to the doctor this morning and do a few other things. i didn't get much sleep last night, so i really should be sleeping now, but i'm not. i'm tired i just can't bring myself to sleep. and the longer i stay up, the more i stuff myself wit food. grr....but...as long as i have raisins right after all the junk food, then it's ok, right ( Read more... )

so John came over tonight. he offered me E, and i said no!! wooohoo. i wanted to take it but i didn't and now i'm glad ( Read more... )

anywayz, we went to the city tonight. i was gonna hang out wit dimitri, but that lil bitch was nowhere to be found!! ofcourse later on, while we're on the train back to my house we get voice mails from him. grrr...where were u all night dimitri ( Read more... )

so last night was interesting. i went to the city to hang out wit a few ppl. got a lil drunk, but not much ( Read more... )

crazyyyy day...crazy crazy crazy. uhhgg...my life is nutz i swear.