I hate what I've become. This is a slap in the face. I've become a liar. I'm so alone and I thought I thought I hit rock bottom but, everything just got worse. I can't face my parents tonight I'm so scared. I hate myself.

Thank you michy and julia for talking me through thiss i appreciate it.

Soo today was a half day. Elyse was supposed to come over after school but then they had band soo that didn't happen. Which sucks cause I miss my Elyse and shes leaving me Thursday :-( In Italian we had a sub..soo me and Michy talked the whole time about everything..I love her<333 Then I came home and babysat. Basically did nothing but what else is ( Read more... )

This week was sooo long! Went to the boys playoff game Thursday and they won!! It was wicked awesome. Friday after school I went to Michy's for a bit, then she drove me home! Then I had driving time from 5-6. After that I picked up Jess and we went to the dance. It was fun, we should have more of them. After the dance Jess slept over. Saturday we ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in foreverr..not like you missed me anyways :-P This vacation was kinda boring. I'd say the highlight was going to the boys game in Worcester with Jess on tuesday. The down part was the girls game in hopkington, pretty boring. Also a plus was talking to Kristen on the phone every night till really late, can't wait for that bill haha ( Read more... )

Saturday after practice i went to big play's last game with Kristen. Then I drove home, did pretty good. After we went to my brothers house and just hung out with them and my neice wicked cutee. Today I went to the natick mall with Jess and Elyse. Wicked fun we all tried on dresses and I got mine!! Ah its so pretty I'm in love with it<3 After that ( Read more... )

yay for Friday and vacation :-) Today after school i went to jess's and we traded cards haha. Then practice and then me Jess Elyse and Kristen went to bee's and ate chicken. So hopefully this vaca is good..def comment if you wanna hangout ( Read more... )

yea this is like my 3rd time writing this entry cause i don't know what to put. Maybe I just shouldn't have updated but oh well. Anyways this is pretty dumb and pointless just like my life lately.

comment with anything to make me smile pleasee.
<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!!

yay for Michy's sweet 16 today. I had soo much fun last bowling, and i won one of the games haha!! Today I'm going to boston with Lindsey and her family to see the Lion King, and everyone says its wicked good so it should be fun! Well thats it..heres the rest of the pictures from my pasta dinner and bowling. Comment!!

( Bowling is life )

ahh tonight was so fun, went to michy's, she cut my hair came out good! then drove around in her new car. then went to a fifties diner then bowling with michy julia and amy! It was sooo mcuh fun. Saw Dewey there from Malcom in the Middle and got a picture and an autograph!! He was soo awesome we like stalked him and got wicked excited. And he lives ( Read more... )

pasta dinner on monday night at my house..good times. I'll put pictures up here later. Game yesterday and we lost by 1 point boo. Idk why I'm updating its too early but do this ( Read more... )