After looking though all those old pictures from high school i think to myself...

"man, i should show all these pictures to Nick."

fuuuuccckkkkkkk

my denial is working in funny ways. when mike called me and told me Nick had died, i think i asked Mike 2 times if he was really gone. I wanted to be sure he wasn't just on the way out in the hospital or something ( Read more... )

R.I.P Nick Swanson ( Read more... )

everything is friends only most of the time now, btw.

im making an entry just so that i could put that im "listening now" to dashboard confessional. ha.

today went well. i didnt roll out of bed until 11 am. which was sad because then my days feel so short. so. up by 8 tomorrow. NO MATTER WHAT ( Read more... )

im sleeping too late. not enough time in my day. i guess i slep all last night because i dont remeber ACTUALLY being awake. or i would have probably pushed tom over or something. So i gues i was dreaming that i kept wakeing up in different worlds and trying to figure out exactly where i was and being scared. we watched wristcutters last night, i ( Read more... )

got a call from my top boss just now. i get to go sub in at a different site today. our site is the only site with SO MANY KIDS. we have 52 comming almost every day. the other site that can hold as many as we can only has like 15 ( Read more... )

flash back to 10th grade made me go back and start reading this journal from the begining. started the summer before my 10th grade year. oh man. highschool sucked. the beginning of the year started so good. then i got so depressed. man ( Read more... )

i stole music off of toms external hard drive. flash back to 10th grade

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