unloveable

[missionofmercy]

today sucked... seriously... and the only person (lately) who could even remotely brighten my day... just... -though completely unintentional- ...further darkened and destroyed it. neat, huh? :(

on a lighter note, at least I did'nt shoot myself in the face... well... not just yet, anyway. :)

Comments

what?

[cinka]

Who is this beasty person who darkened your day? I'm not sure what I could do from California, but I'll think mean thoughts about them. Besides, Karma works in mysterious ways.
Hope you cheer up. Put on some Tower of Strength and feel renewed. =)

Instant Karma?

[missionofmercy]

awwww... the mission! perfect! :)

I'm starting to love ya more and more each day!-hee!

as for the beastly person, she's really just a confused little angel lost in the sea of sin. so hold those 'mean thoughts' it's not really so much her fault as it is she just didn't make matters any better...
know what I mean?

lol! ya know... reading your reply... _really_ just made me smile! thanks! :)

[leanka33]

hey lil' chicken cheer up, we all have days that suck completly, just keep moving on from them and another day will show up with better news :)

XOX

words of wisdom

[missionofmercy]

the light at the end of the tunnel 'eh?

thanks love. :)

it's just something I have to come to terms with... it won't be better tomorrow or the next day or maybe even next week... but I'm a trooper and it's nothing new or anything _I_ can do anything about... besides accept.

the hardest part is being patient... and hoping for the best.(whatever that may turn out to be?)

tomorrow never knows. ta! :)

Re: words of wisdom

[leanka33]

if you want to talk more about it, you know I'm here for you and I'm a great listener especially when it's about problems of the heart :)
jenoside33@hotmail.com

Re: words of wisdom

[missionofmercy]

aww thanks. sucks you've moved and we can't do java anymore. :(

Your title should be "Not Unloveable"

[batcave_baby]

:: huggles :: :( I hope things get better. Don't shoot yourself :: destroys all gun ammo in the world ::

Re: Your title should be "Not Unloveable"

[missionofmercy]

heh, nice one. thanks!

fwiw suicide is for fuckwits... and 'er... romantics? :)

I somewhat/somehow/sometimes fall into the later category yet have have been plagued with far too much common sense and "christian" upbringing to ever fully commit to the idea. [smiles]

besides, no one or no -thing- is worth actually removing yourself from existence/the planet/whatever... just sucks when something's so 'wrong' in life, that the thought even enters your mind... now that's sad. :( today was one of those, me thinks?

Re: Your title should be "Not Unloveable"

[batcave_baby]

:( I'm sure things will get better the thought of someone I know killing themself really... just scares me. A lot.

[ladyligeia]

awww, i hope you feel better. if you need to talk you can call me. :(

[missionofmercy]

thanks love...

"a smile, from a frown, circles round." :)

[badfish_]

if you want .... you can borrow my love muffin
^_^

awww.. wha..? :)

[missionofmercy]

..that's sweet... I think? -hee!

[badfish_]

oh dont worry .. my love muffins arent some big burley truck drivers

there just muffins .. with love... and credit cards