Had another paralysis moment last night, shorter than the others yet more PAINFUL one.
I woke up with a defeatist attitude this morning. Everything I do or say has negative reactions, either by others or myself, makes me want to just stop doing anything at all.
I wish I my body has the same attitude..

Last night my body gave up on me. I had a bad dystonic reaction, finally happy I have not chewed my finger nails and they are getting longer, downfall of having finger nails is apparent on the right side of my face. I have a nice trail of gashes on my eyelid and on my cheek. After that I bundled up cause I was cold when shortly after my body stop ( Read more... )

Buy me this so I can have more fun walking around my house, when I am all alone, all day!


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When I got up this morning I went to check how Cookie Burps was doing. Going to take me a day or so, I think, to stop something I have been doing for 3week or so. My other girls are seeming ok. They had a few boxing matches, but I squirted them with water and they were done for the night, as far as I heard. I am going to go to a rat rescue to ( Read more... )

Cookie Burps quickly started to wilt as the night went on. She final gave up tonight.
She is in a better place now. I want to rip open that place and get her back, but I know it is where she belongs.  <3

It is finally time for Cookie Burps to go down.
We are going to take her tomorrow and have her put down. I hate to think of how much pain she might be in. Sugar Shit's tumor is still same size, she is an older rats and they usually start tumors in their older years, I think she has a Mammary tumor. Candy Farts has taken over the cage. She went from ( Read more... )

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I went to the nail salon around the corner from us. I got my legs waxed, a Brazilian wax, a manicure and a pedicure. Since it was my birthday they gave me nail art for free, the guy that works there is GREAT with the painted designs. He gave me a skull and crossbones on each of my middle fingers. I got him to make it so that if I flip someone off ( Read more... )

It was nice when Lucretia called me up and wanted to go to lunch. It was yummy, but once I finish calculate the points I ate. We decided to go shopping after eating. We had to cut it short cause I had started a dystonic reaction in the dressing room. Makes me upset when that happens, I feel more of a burden than company. She was supper sweet about ( Read more... )