Today,
I was told that soon I'm going to be promoted to...
Lead.
Which is amazing seeing as I've been there a little over a month.
I must be doing something right these days.
Two months and 24 days and only two intoxicating moments.
Maybe that's it.

I can handle sadness and depression,
I can handle regret,
I can handle anger and rage,
but I really can't handle guilt.

If only I hadn't...this might not have happened.
But then I think I can't be responsible for other actions.
But I can't help but wonder...
What if?

I'm sorry.

In two weeks I'll be saying goodbye to my Starbucks Family.
It's a big deal.
In the end it comes down to a stable future and I made a desicion that supports that.
Its exciting but heartbreaking.

I just rode in someones new car and well inspiration in a jealous form rushed into me basically ( Read more... )

Organize and there will be succses.

Those are my words of advice.

Doctor, Doctor,
Help Me Please.
Cure Me From This
Insainty.

:]

I just realized that I've only consumed alcohol twice this year and I haven't touched anything else that could intoxicate me all year.
Way to go me.
Really.

I'm just way to amazed and proud to not say something.

No matter what happens once the sun comes out I automatically think of the past summers I've had ( Read more... )

I have the worst feeling.
Please tell me your not.
Please, please, please.