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[misery_lugosi]

I know I said I'd keep quiet, and I think I've done a pretty good job of it, but I need to break that silence or I'm going to lose my damn mind. If you don't want to read this shit, don't. I know I'll most likely regret posting this, but I need someone to talk to, and everyone is asleep

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[jeustr]

*hugs you tight* i am walking out my door this instant to put your package in the mail. THIS INSTANT - I thought a few extra things that may or may not help so it took a wee bit of time to round it all up. I hope you'll like it. Also, I hope you like chocolate and marlboro lights. :) you shouldn't have to keep it quiet - please keep posting. it may take me a day or so to comment, but we're totally always thinking about you. *big hugs* ALSO, dies with the jealousy of the booby signage... SQUEE!!!

[misery_lugosi]

Thank you sweetie, I'll keep an eye out for it.

I'm just in a weird place right now, part of me is still hopeful and determined, but part of me is also defeated and rather hopeless. Its a strange mix of feelings.

Heh, yeah, I was feeling kinda brave and testing my own limits that night...as if showing up to the show hardly clothed wasn't bad enough.

[jeustr]

not bad at all, sexy... ;)

[qwynwyn]

i don't think your posts really really bother anyone. for me, i'm concerned about how best to reply, with a bit of hope and comfort. just some random questions for you:

who/what is lucien? sounds like a pet. what does jason want to study in school? what's keeping him from pursuing that? i'm guessing money issues, but there is financial aid possible.

i didn't realize what's been going on the past several years for you (and jason). good luck with getting to where you want to be. it's definitely a process, and it'll take some time....

[misery_lugosi]

Lucien is our pet chinchilla. Jason has wanted to be in social work for a long time, but to get into that, you have to go to school for it. Money is a factor in him not going, but I'm not sure what his other reasons are for not going.

Yeah, it will take time. Right now, I'm not as down about everything because we finally went out job hunting yesterday. I have a good feeling about how things went.