WE ARE ALL LYING HERE: So Then Let's Be Honest

[misera]

Maybe I should try to cut the crap and be honest. This entire project isn't some noble quest to reveal the truth, or some truth. I'm not trying to lead a revolution of transparency. It's my pitiful attempt to make myself feel better about being a fucking loser by cutting others, those who have their shit together, or are at the very least able to

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[nostril]

the well paying career that challenges you can be life itself. no need to look for a challenge. it's in front of us. not well paid though and the freedom to be creative would be great. cats have the secret of play. play like we have all those success markers. let's play and make believe that. and we might not attain a few, a lot, but we might believe a few others. a fake it till you make it. or just fake it and enjoy the play. does the cat know yarnstring is not alive. cat might answer doesn't matter if i'm having fun. nice you have band mates that like you. nice to be in a band. you have a great voice by the way. success!

there's no longer any pressure to succeed. my dad told me recently one is lucky to live to old age. it reminded me of the sperms journey to the egg. so few make it

.How can you obliterate the system, though, while also wanting to rise within it? And how can you rise within the system when you want to obliterate it? How does that work?great question. we are influenced by our time to a degree we don't even

[andberlin]

I don't know if this is me missing the point entirely, or what, but I keep thinking about the desire to succeed in this system that should, in all actuality, be burned to the ground. In my head I know the logical answer is to agitate and dismantle it myself, but I know that I’m too lazy to do that and so I engage with it where I’m required to in order to function within it and then suit myself the rest of the time. It’s a pathetic, having-it-both-ways response, and so very me.