new beginning...

[mirror_phobic]

i decided to start ABC today - the full 50 days
because i have about 52 days before i fly home...
and i just really need the structure right now, i think that'll help.
if i can stick to this and not binge, then that means no purging or lax.
i REALLY want to commit.

so, in order to track it efficiently, i decided to weigh myself this morning.
badddddd

Comments

[mirror_phobic]

aw, sorry you've gained a lot too!

yeah i know neither are the "healthiest" option but i figure ABC is the lesser of two evils :)

[elfahermosa]

Good luck with your plan! I feel like I need some structure as well to get me out of the awful b/p cycle.
Be careful!

[mirror_phobic]

thank you!
good luck with you too :)

[tarja_preta]

Hi,
I think that is a great idea! You should definitely do that! Because losing weight without any plan it's pretty much impossible, so now, I believe you're on the right track! :)
Monday and tuesday sucked for me. But I won't give up, I just have to pick myself up and keep going, because I know that what's waiting for me is amazing! And we should always remind ourselves that before we even considering giving up.
Good luck!!!

[mirror_phobic]

yeah i realize now its much better to have a plan! sorry monday and tuesday sucked, but you're right - you just need to keep moving on :)
thank you, your comments are always so inspirational!
good luck with you too :)

[salvaje_caballo]

AAhh, another Kristen Stewart fan. She's so freakin' beautiful, I want to cry. I've tried abc once, but my will-power sucks when it comes to diets that lasts longer than a week.. or less. pretty pathetic. but I've read alot about it, and people have gotten great results:)

[mirror_phobic]

yes, she totally is! ah, i'm glad you understand, lol.
yeah apparently my willpower sucks too, cause i didn't do too hot... ah. oh well, i have to keep trying.
good luck with everything :)