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Sep 21, 2009 21:56

i'm screwing everything up again, and i hate it.

i hate me.

i hate all this shit and i just want it all to go away.


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elfahermosa September 22 2009, 20:04:37 UTC
I hate that feeling too. :-/
Don't hate yourself... you are a kind and loving person with everyone else in your life, you deserve to show yourself the same kind of respect. <3

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mirror_phobic September 24 2009, 20:55:32 UTC
thank you <3 thats very kind, and the same goes for you too!

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tarja_preta September 22 2009, 21:39:48 UTC
I must say that I feel the same way you do.
I'm screwing everything up too. But today I decided to change things. Keep feeling sorry for myself is not going to help at all! It's a self-destructive attitude.
It's our lives and we deserve to be happy. If you know for sure that losing weight is gonna make you happy, I do believe that you should do anything to make your dream come true! Live a mediocre life is not fun or interesting at all! We have passion, ambitions and goals; believe in something and not to live it, is a lie. So, we need to stop hiding behind our insecurities and start to face our fears, only then we'll be on the right track. I already know what I have to do to be happy; I'm tired of making stupid excuses. It's time to be strong, otherwise we aren't worth it.
I hope you're feeling better and if you need anything, you can count on me ok?

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mirror_phobic September 24 2009, 21:06:50 UTC
im sorry you feel the same way, but you have a much better attitude than i do! you're right, i need to be more positive and just lose the weight. until i'm happy with my weight, i won't be happy with anything else and it will just hold me back. thanks for the advice, i feel better already :)
you can count on me too if you need anything, and thanks again.

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mirror_phobic September 24 2009, 21:00:22 UTC
thanks for the hugs and love! i needed it. and you're right, i need to stop thinking about my screw ups and just move forward!
thanks again <3

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poloroids September 27 2009, 01:08:04 UTC
you haven't screwed up everything, please don't think that - you did the right thing. made a mistake? you can learn from it, what's happened has happened now, and the very next moment is a clean slate. :)
life is stupidly tough sometimes - but remember you can handel it all. i would love all the crap to go away too. and i would love it to leave you alone.
everything is going to be okay, promise.

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mirror_phobic October 1 2009, 00:28:16 UTC
ah, a clean slate - thats what i need. i think one of my biggest problems is that i find it hard to move on and just let go of my mistakes :/
i would love for it to leave you alone too!
thank you, thank you <3

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