Last Dance

Aug 07, 2015 20:02

Title: Last Dance
Pairing: Changmin/Jaejoong
Genre: Romance/Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Lawsuit fic. Jaejoong wants to leave Changmin on a good note.
-x-

"Come dance with me?"

Changmin looked up at the voice and turned back to his computer screen, blatantly ignoring the older man.

Jaejoong walked further inside until he stood right behind the maknae,

"Changmin, let's --"

"NO! Can't you just leave me alone like you're going to do and pretend that I don't even exist? Go ask your soul mate or even Junsu and leave me alo --" Changmin shouted, not realizing that tears were falling down his cheeks until a warmth was at his back and arms wove around in front of him.

"I'm sorry, Changmin-ah. I'm so sorry," Jaejoong apologized, his own tears falling down as well.

"This is stupid," Changmin croaked, hands gripping at the arms around his shoulders.

"Very stupid . . . But you've already made your choice and we have already made ours . . . Please, I don't want to regret this," Jaejoong whispered desperately.

"Then what are you doing? Why are you making it harder for the both of us?"

"Do you want me to be happy, Changmin?"

"I don't have to say it, you know it. I'm not that mean."

"Then, I mean it when I say that I'll be happier if I left," Jaejoong said.

"So why are you still here? Why aren't you leaving tonight but tomorrow morning?" Changmin said with a gruff, pushing away the hand.

"Because I wanted to have one last dance with you."

The words were said softly and Changmin wanted to grit his teeth and ignore the other man, but he didn't want to feel the guilt when morning came, so he sighed,

"Can't it wait?"

"I have to pack," Jaejoong said.

"Then pack . . . and we'll . . ." Changmin was cut off.

"Now. I . . . I would like to spend time with you now while the others are asleep."

Changmin gripped his hand into a fist, "Fine. One dance and that's it for the both of us."

Jaejoong lead them up to the roof of their apartment where he had set up a radio.

"It's windy," Changmin complained. Jaejoong pouted,

"There's no where else that's spacious, Changmin-ah . . ."

The radio was turned on and a song played.

Changmin scoffed at the familiar melody, "Until the final moments, you're still TVXQ . . ."

Jaejoong smiled, "I'll forever be a part of TVXQ. No one can ever take that away from me."

♪ No matter how much I am by your side / My feelings won't come true unless I destroy your future ♪

"I'll still remember," Jaejoong muffled into the other's chest. Changmin kept a tight hold on the shorter man's waist,

"Whatever the future holds, whether good or bad . . . Let's continue to support one another in our hearts."

♪ I want to embrace you, I want to embrace you tightly / But you are not mine, my broken heart / I want to embrace you but I cannot ♪

Jaejoong nodded, "And I'll remember not to take your words to heart even though I'll forget and will."

"And I'll remember that you're not leaving us because you don't want us," Changmin whispered, resting his chin on the older man's shoulder as the song ended.

♪ But tonight is ending ♪ *

-x-

* Taxi - DBSK

fandom: dbsk/tvxq/jyj, pairing: changmin/jaejoong

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