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[miraonawall]

I've made some bad decisions these last few weeks... I just feel terribly alone. All I really want to do is come home. I don't feel 19, I don't feel capable of handling this freedom at all. I miss John. I still can't talk about him without wanting to run away and punch something or hurl myself into concrete or something, but I don't ever EVER want

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[wenchiepirate]

MIRA! I love you! We all make some bad decisions, I know I made A LOT my freshman year. Things will get better and if you feel that where you are going to school is not your cup of tea, come home and find a school here, or go to CSM for a couple of years. There's no shame in that. Just know that you have some wonderful friends that care about you a lot and are just an email or IM away.
As for John, losing a friend and loved one is very difficult. It takes a lot of time to recover or even come to terms with that. I'm here to talk if you need to. Sometimes, it helps to tell someone about your feelings. It's ok to hurt and feel sad. *hugs*
Much love, Heather

[blisdead]

Mira I miss you :/

[dragonoodles16]

mira!!! i miss you too. =[ iuno what ich liebe euch means, but im guessin its something good. dont feel bad about the decisions you've made- if you think they're mistakes, at least you've learned a/your lesson from them. nobody's perfect. there's no such thing as perfect. well, im pretty off topic and uber lame at inspiring people [that's more ariel's talent], but keep your shoulders straight & head held high.

on a side note, my suitemates were in the living room watching a movie and one saw a spider crawl on the other ones head. she started screaming like she was gonna die. i thought it was the most hilarious thing ever. the sad part is that im wearing a hoodie right now, just in case the samething happens to me. yea, im not too happy with the roomies. i hope student housing gets back to me soon... but most of all, YOU SHOULD COME BACK SOON! we miss you lots! ♥

[haruka_aquarius]

bad and good decisions are how we get through life...

yes i'm saying this like i'm all wise and shit and have lived for many a moon or whatever those crack-addited wise chinese men say...but i'm sure it's true, trust me. lolz.

either way, we all love you and miss you just as much...we'll prolly end up in hugging contests...

so if you wanna talk when i see you that's chill, and if you don't that's chill too, either way i'll be there for you

*huggles*