Ryeowook's Daddy

Dec 12, 2009 03:19

Title: Ryeowook's daddy
Pairing: Kangteuk, Yewook, Hanchul
Genre: Fluff
A/N: This was inspired by:

yesung-4ever's fic titled Kangin's Little Girl which was inspired by abobacubie's video

I haven't actually finished Secret Santa yet, and I planned on doing so tonight, but Kangin's Little Girl has been in my head ever since I read it a few days ago, thus I just had to make this to get myself stop bugging myself to make this. I really hope the original author enjoys this, because I enjoyed writing it.

This can stand on its own, but it would really make much more sense if you read Kangin's little girl. If you haven't, please go right now, it's such a good story



I remember one of my earliest memory. Since it's early, I don't recall all the details, but what's left is the only memories I need to remember. I was five years old, wearing a yellow sundress. I remember the words that came out of my mouth, 'daddy' for those were the only one from a few that I could say, and I remember your beaming face whenever I say it. Looking at your cheerful face made me feel the urge to dash towards you, leaping into your arms. I remember you walking me across the beach. I remember how your hands were a little bit too enormous compared to mine, clutching my hand possessively, and how your steps were a little bit too big compared to mine, that I had to walk faster just to walk beside you. I remember it daddy! I still do!

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"No!" you said that to Mrs. Park remember? I was in your arms while Mummy held my bag. You're really funny daddy! It's only pre-school, just like Mummy always say, the teachers won't bite, and really they don't!

I heard Mummy some words that I couldn't understand, and the expression on your face each time Mummy tells you something makes me giggle a lot. Once Mummy convinced you to put me down, I kissed your cheek and Mrs. Park held my hand while walking me to class. I can't remember the rest, but I do remember asking Mrs. Park...

"What's 'divorce'?"

-

Do you want to hear a secret daddy? The first day of middle school is the worst day of my life. I always wonder why Kibum is quiet, and now I know why. Apparently having Heechul as an older sister lead to a lot of rumors, one of them is how you and Mummy didn't know how to raise a child properly, how you were so uncool and how mummy was tacky in some sort. Once I stepped in the school, people glared at me. Kibum told me to ignore those glares, and act normal. But I'm not used to act normal, when someone mocked me in the face, I cried. How could someone say something about you like that? Kibum punched the boy's face, but he got punched even harder.

Kibum loves you too you know! He rarely shows it, but he really does love his family. Whenever he's with me at school, I feel like a part of you is protecting me. You both have the same protectiveness, but with very different ways of showing it.

He explained me how popular Heechul is even when she's already in highschool, and how a lot of people get jealous of her popularity and start spreading false rumors. That day I learned that, not all rumors are true and they spread very fast. During the next period I heard another rumor in the toilet. Heechul beat someone up, and I have a strong feeling it's the same person that punched Kibum.

Heechul loves you too! I can tell how much she does, just that her way of showing affection is annoying you and honestly I don't know exactly why, but he really does love you, we all do!

We kept this to ourselves, and we never told another family member including cousins and aunts. But I'm telling you this because you're my daddy, but shh! It's a secret.

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Kibum was always there for me at school. I was always the quiet girl sitting at the window, people annoy me from time to time, but I got used to it. I didn't have any friends, but that's okay, I have Kibum. I have lunch with him, I study with him during breaks and I walk home with him to the bus station. Sometimes Heechul joins in, but that rarely happens ever since that chinese student was transferred. You know daddy, Kibum may look quiet, but he's actually a very fun person to be with, he reminds me of you!

He has Mummy's soft heart and features, but he has your strength and possessiveness. He always makes me feel less lonely not having any friends, but when he started getting busy on the school newspaper, he kept apologizing for not having time with me, but that's okay! I'm daddy's little girl! I can stand on my own!

That day I walked myself back home, I felt so lonely that once I reached home, I hugged you, it was so sudden that I could feel your confusion. You started asking me what's wrong, but I just shook my head and nuzzled deeper in your neck. And as if you could read my mind, you hugged me back, not questioning anything, patting me as you soothed me with your words. I was so thankful that I have a dad as wonderful as you and I never want to let go, but eventually I did. I thought you were getting better handling your worry towards me, but as I walked up the stairs, I could hear you talking to mummy, fussing about the whole thing. I just smiled with the fact you love and care about me.

-

With Kibum busy with his editorial club, I thought I could find a friend out of these co-curricular activities, that's why I decided to join the choir. A very simple idea given by Kibum himself, but I could never thank him more. I met wonderful people today, daddy!

First, there's this cute little girl who always wear pink and has a really big voice. Her name is Sungmin. And there's this friendly violinist who plays the violin very well indeed, he's Henry! Sungmin was on my left and Henry was on my right. I couldn't remember the others, but everyone seems so friendly and welcoming.

Someone tripped in front of me, Sungmin laughed really hard, but I felt sorry for him. Later that day, Sungmin called and she told me how Yesung is always the dork, tripping over stuff and falling every now and then, but he looked friendly in my opinion. I wanted to continue talking but suddenly I heard sobs. When I realized you were eavesdropping our conversation, I screamed "Daddy!" and you dropped the phone immediately, running away. I told Mummy who was in the kitchen, and she told me about the whole no-talking-to-daddy-when-daddy-screws-up policy, and now I know what to do to get revenge.

Oh daddy! I wish I could show them to you one day, and I will, if I have the chance, but not by you stalking me like this.

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"Daddy, Heechul will be driving me to school starting from now, so you don't need to worry, and just sit here, relax and read the newspaper!" I told you happily, but apparently you weren't. I looked at Heechul and then to mummy, she gestured me to get going, and so we did.

That night I noticed a lump on the couch when I went to get a glass of water, and sobs coming from it too. Oh daddy! How can I not love you?

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When Heechul told me she wanted to throw a Halloween party, the first thing that came to my mind was what am I going to wear, the second thing was your permission. Heechul already gave out invitations and told me she had it all planned, so I didn't have to worry, but honestly I was an incy wincy bit worried not only of your permission to throw the party, but your permission for me attending it.

When you agreed on letting Heechul throwing the party, I had my hopes higher than usual, and my future brighter than I thought it would be. I got excited when Heechul mentioned having me and Kibum in this party of hers, but judging by the look on your face, I know one word crossing your head: boys.

"Are there going to be boys at the party?" you said, trying to look ominous superior. Oh daddy, I can read you like a book, and you could read me too, except the time your mind starts having thoughts of the opposite sex of mine, and the same gender as yours.

When you said only Heechul and Kibum could go to the party, I felt so down. How could you do this to me? I'm fourteen years old, my life is bound to have boys. Wherever I go, there'll be boys, and how ridiculous it is, not letting me go to a party just because there are boys. stop being so possessive!

But then again, I know you did that out of love, and because you love me, I'm using that love against you. Sorry daddy, but I just had to the puppy-dog-eyes. If not, you'd never let me go. Right?

And once again, I find a lump on the couch, with sobs now and then.

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"What do you want to be?" Heechul asked me when we were in the store. When I told her I wanted to save the world and be a doctor's assistant, She slapped her own forehead.

"Not your ambition, silly! What you want to be on halloween?" She asked again, and again I answered

"I want to be a nurse!" Heechul held her head, as if she had a headache, which I'm not so sure wether she does or not. Mummy came to us and whispered something to Heechul. They left me alone for less than a minute and shoved me costume, which I kind of liked, but I was worried of your opinion and spoke my mind too. But Heechul and Mummy just smiled and told me to..

"Ignore him, I've done that for the last 20 years!" and Heechul kindly added
"That's why they're not divorced...yet!" Heechul smiled to Mummy, but Mummy wasn't looking as happy.

"If you don't stop shutting your mouth, I will tell you dad all the phases you had with Hankyung and what you actually did at his house when you said you were doing a 'science project' together." After Mummy said that, Heechul was on her knees. It was pretty funny actually, but what did Heechul do when she said she was doing a science projects with Hankyung. I have no idea what they're talking about. Do you? Tell me daddy!

-

When I wore that dress, I wanted to surprise and impress you, and as you can recall, I did well on the surprising part, but not so much on the impressing part. Truth be said, I was quite offended when you told me to change clothes. All I wanted to do was save the world and take care of sick children. I never knew being a nurse would make you this mad.

I was happy when Mummy praised how beautiful I was, but left immediately once I smell another fight going on between you and mummy. I saw Heechul going down the stairs, and she said I look 'hot. Well, if she said that based on attire, I would say she's boiling volcano larva hot. I definitely know you will never approve of his vistoria secret devil.

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The party was very fun. I mostly was with Sungmin, who was wearing a pink bunny suit, which I assume she wears every halloween. Sunny, who is also from my choir came too, she was a manequin, a very cute one indeed. Throughout the party, Sungmin kept talking about how to attract Kyuhyun's attention, some guy in his class, I don't really know him. All I know he's garning a lot of attentions, by making this halloween party look like an Anime cosplay. I wonder what he was trying to be.

Although Sungmin failed miserably, for Kyuhyun was busy talking to a tall woman who I can't actually figure out her costume is, a guy approached me, and it was none other than the dorky Yesung. He was dressed as a vampire, but a shy one. You should have a talk with him daddy! He's quite a fun talker. Heechul told me she noticed Yesung eyeing me ever since the party started. Daddy, please don't be mad of him!

-

Daddy! Yesung asked me to be his date for prom. I wanted to go, and I pleaded for you to let me go, and after persuasion, puppy-dog eyes and Mummy's threat, you finally let me have my first date. I love you daddy!

I remember being extremely nervous that night, waiting for Yesung, and finally when the doorbell rang, I could feel my face turning pale. Thank you dad, for letting me go on this date, and not making a fuss out of it.

-

I always pictured my first kiss to be perfect, with the perfect guy, and the perfect night. I almost had my vision come true, only in reality, someone cried out my name causing both me and Yesung pulling out of each other.

Then I realized, that someone was you! How could you do this to me?

"Why are you like this?" I asked before I stormed to my room, having hateful thoughts of you being my daddy.

-

I've thought again and again, about the situation of you interrupting my first kiss. It's just not fair that Heechul had her first kiss far from you, and Kibum had his at school. Why was mine at home infront of you?

I heard a soft knock at the door, and I know it's you, so I mumbled a reply under my covers. You came in and apologised, as I expect you would. When I told you I won't kiss another boy again, I heard you laugh, which made me peek from under my covers. I was curious why you were laughing, so I sat up and asked why did you have to embarass be in front of Yesung, because, really I like him!

And when you answered my question...

"I know you do Wookie. I don't know why. It's a Daddy thing. It is just hard letting you go. It seems like just days ago, you were a baby and now here you are. It hurts and no matter how much you think you've grown, you'll always be my little girl."

..I would always remember why I love you, and I never would have the tendency to be angry to a daddy like you, because...

"I'll always be your little girl Daddy. You don't have to worry about that."

You really don't have to.

-

You walked me down the aisle, I could feel your hands trembling, as everyone watched us, and the bridegroom watching the bride. I know you were scared dad, I know that on that very memorable day, you would remember back the days of my life from the day I was born, till the day I stood there, in a white gown, waiting for the transfer of soul provider. For all these years, it has been you and I never regret that, at that precise day, that responsibility has been transferred to Yesung who has also, been brave enough to face you for the sake of your daughter.

As I was dancing with you on the dance floor, I notice you trying to hold back your tears. Trying to look tough, huh? Oh daddy, how can I live without you? Did you see Mum and Heechul crying over us on that day? If I knew my wedding would affect this much, I would've married sooner. But getting married 22 years old is already early, right daddy? I admire how calm you were when Yesung told you he proposed to me. I'me very glad of your acceptance!

Although I walked out of the church with the name of Mrs. Ryeowook, wife of Yesung, no matter how old I am, no matter where I live, no matter who I depend on, I will always be, your little girl!

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I remember your face when you first got a hold on little Jongwoon. Even though it's not your first grandchild, but with each birth, the family expands, and the love you give us are unconditional and I'm happy to see you smile. Daddy, don't worry about us, and be healthy!

-

Mummy would always be mummy, and I love her very much. But you were my bestfriend! You've always been there for me. You've always get a little bit too far in protecting me, but that's why I love you. Remember when I was four years old? Playing tea parties with the teddies you bought me? Whenever Heechul hides one of my teddies, I'd cry and you'll fill in it's part. Trying to fit in the small chair, and I giggle everytime you fall from it. Can't we go back to those times? When everything was normal, when everything was fun, and everyone is healthy, when I'm not seeing you lying on a bed, in the hospital like this. You call my name as everyone in the room panicked with your sudden heartbeat rate change. You held my hand as I held yours, and the last words that came out of your mouth before the beeping sound from the machine stopped, brought tears to me, and everyone else in the room. I never wanted to cry in front of you this very day, but I can't hold my tears anymore.

"I love you too dad!"

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A/N: I finished this at 3 in the morning, sorry for grammer mistakes if there is, my eyes were like this =,= when I posted it on miracle.

scene: Ryeowook cradling little Jongwoon with his father at his side, and Ryeowook's father at his side *just saw this at Yewookaday, had to share*



creds: thundersqual for the pics from yewookaday

pairing: heechul/hangeng, pairing: eeteuk/kangin, pairing: yesung/ryeowook

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