why is it everytime i read something that makes me think of nick i just want to kill myself... he should of died in that accident, i should have died in that accident.. to sit here and think that i have to live with these feelings for the rest of my life is like knowing that he still has control over my life... and i know he knows that he did it ( Read more... )

i've got so many things to do it aint even funny, i've got stuff for school and thne i got to get moms Mothers day present before we leave so i'll have it for sunday.. then i got to take vince to pick up his new bike.. which also sucks b/c i got to go all the way out to Neighengards then all the way out JoAnn fabrics.. ugh, then to my dads.. ( Read more... )

GOODLUCK TO ALL MY LOVELYS ! ! ! ya'll do great, promise ( Read more... )

i leave for state 2m and i really aint even excited.. i cld care less... but , even though i dont want to go i got to.. and i got a meeting at the school of bright promise for the special olypmics.. i am volenteering for it .. but thats not until May 7th.. so yay for that...this class is sooo gay, i hate it.. i mite go to justins tonite instead ( Read more... )

first ocaps then a dam fire drill that was absolutly stupid.. then i slept in algebra beause i already new what i was doing... then woke up and finished the work we had to do.. then came in here.. which i hate doin this crap... it's dumb.. i have to go to wal-mart right after school to get my mom some ink for her printer then i am gonna watch ( Read more... )

this day has been interesting.. we havent really done anything.. i am goin over to bubbas after school.. wonder what we are gonna get into.. who knows... Mrs. sismondo is being very nice today.. because we left the room a mess... o-well, *SORRY* anyway, breezy and nicoya has prom tonite.. you girls will be gorgeous..=) i hope i'll see ( Read more... )

today has been pretty crappy and i am rel tired, but the thing is i havent really ben doin too much lately... i am goin up to see Aaron for a lil while today.. and see his new bike, *450R* im so jealous... anyway, harv didnt come to school today.. went huntin, its kind of weird... without him here..!!! goodluck on the house jenn, i love you and ( Read more... )

this class sucks.. computer related.. i just want to spend all my time with justin today but i cant.. and i got to go look for a job.. let me know if u no of anythin...I NEED the CASH! dam.. my sister is looking at houses and i saw 2 of them last nite an they are soo nice, but i never thought she'd ever want a house like those.. prom went ( Read more... )

i have so many things to do this week.. prom is saturday and i aint even ready for it.. i am helpin everyone out for vica and trying to get my crap done too.. mom has to work saturday so she wont get to see me like a princess... thats sad.. i think we are taken the expidition to prom.. yay* i dont know what i am doing after if anything, i ( Read more... )

well, today is friday and i got to go all the way out to freakin hopedale to get 5 gal. water things for the teacher becuse i am such a nice girl.. yeah* then i got to take justin home then i am going to help mom clean the house.. then 2morrow justin(my bro) is bringin a friend up with him to stay so i am gonna find somewhere to go and stay.. ( ( Read more... )