wangst.

[minviendha]

I realized, finally, what is with me this week.

I'm feeling horribly, completely, bleakly, bitterly vulnerable.

And when I'm vulnerable, I lash out, I withdraw, I am afraid and skittish and easily worried.

And I realized what makes life hard for me.

These.

1. Intense need for intimacy. I have a horrible need for both physical and emotional closeness.

Comments

[dame_grise]

Here, let me and Lyra's kittens hug you.

[minviendha]

Awww.

Thanks! Kittens make anyone feel better...

[sizzlinfoo]

I was actually sensing a kind of vulnerability from you this week. I'm so sorry you've been feeling this way, I'd give you a big hug if I didn't feel sick. Your self-awareness and articulate... ness? always astound me.

[minviendha]

I missed you today! Social Studies/Language Arts/Algebra was empty and testosterone filled without you.

Thank you. *blush* Virtual hug, anyway. And I hope you feel better soon!