These Are Bad Days: [Felix Harrowgate FST, Part the Deuce]
Medium: Book
Fandom: Doctrine of Labyrinths (Mélusine series)
Subject: Felix Harrowgate
Title: These Are Bad Days
Notes: Mix includes 39 songs, cover art. Zip file, please forgive any formatting issues. Edit: Some issues with Moratorium - Alanis Morissette not being in the .zip, it has been reuploaded here (just the one song.) Sorry about that!
DOWNLOAD HERE, .ZIP FILE.
Just for Tonight - Carrie Clark
I don't want no complications
No philosophical conversations
And I'll be yours, yes I am yours
Just for tonight
Mission Street - Vienna Teng
Mission Street is a striking dark-eyed stranger
Who speaks a language I don't know but long to learn
Its cadences fall endlessly beyond the windowpane
As I sit as though awaiting some return
And my hands are cold tonight
I'm sleepless in this dark
Forgetting what it was I came to find
And it seems that I've been wrong
More than I've been right
Train Wreck - Sarah McLachlan
Cause I'm a train wreck
Waiting to happen
Waiting for someone to come pick me up off the tracks
A wildfire borne of frustration
Borne of the one love that gets me so high
I've no fear at all
Black Black Heart 2.0 - David Usher
Something ugly this way comes
Through my fingers sliding inside
All these blessings all these burns
I'm godless underneath your cover
Search for pleasure search for pain
In this world now I am undying
I unfurl my flag my nation helpless
Black black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
Once Upon a Time - bare
Once upon a time
I first held your hand
And love was not a crime
In a private world where
You said ‘don’t look down’
But then I did and now you're lost above me
Paint It Black - Rolling Stones
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
Its not easy facing up when your whole world is black
The Childcatcher - Patrick Wolf
I was still a child when you caught me and tied me to your bed
you gave me shoes and pretty clothes, and i gave you what i had between my legs
Just a rite of passage, you held me down and said
"I'm gonna be your right of passage, so boy you better spread, spread em"
Time - Aemen
If you're drowning in your life.
The're swallowing youre time.
There's something on your mind.
Time when time is on your side.
I'm bored wasting my time.
I know you fake your pride.
Trouble - Bonnie McKee
Ah yes
I remember too well
How hard
I tried avoiding your spell
It was a cold October night
It was a far from sober night
And I was taken at first sight
And this was much to your delight
Gone - Kelly Clarkson
What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care
I Walk Alone - Tarja Turunen
I walk alone
Every step I take
I walk alone
My winter storm
Holding me awake
It's never gone
When I walk alone
Kill the Lights - David Usher
Devil takes my hand
And now they've seen our blackest hearts
Now they've seen the hole inside
Come on take my hand
I know you're broken on the inside
The city is flowing through you that's what you've become
So please breathe
There's nothing worth saving
Runaway - Avril Lavigne
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
Josephine - Carrie Clark
She's enchanting, daring
Charming, disarming
She's precarious, vivacious
Reckless and so devious
She's wonderful, she's magical
She's deceitful make you maniacal
She'll drive you till you've almost lost your mind
The Wayfarer - Nightwish
Wayfarer, heartlander
What if I only had
One more night to live
Heroes & Thieves - Vanessa Carlton
Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis
I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places
I still wanna laugh with disappointed faces
And you can't help me
Blinded by these
Heroes and thieves at my door
I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Are You the One - Timo Tolkki
Are you the one?
The traveller in time who has come
to heal my wounds to lead me to the sun
To walk this path with me until the end of time
Are you the one?
Who sparkles in the night like the fireflies
Eternity of evening sky
Facing the morning eye to eye
I Kissed A Boy - Cobra Starship
I kissed a boy and they liked it
Got all the honeys in the club excited
I kissed a boy just to start shit
That homeboy was not about it
I know it’s wrong, but I don’t mind
I’m gonna start shit tonight
I kissed a boy just to start shit
Bitches loved it
Dear Catastrophe Waitress - Belle & Sebastian
I'm sorry that you seem to have the weight of the world over you
I cherish your smile
There's a word of peace on your lips
Say it, and with tenderness I'll cherish you
Dear Catastrophe Girlfriend
Dear Catastrophe Girlfriend
I'm sorry if he hit you with a full can of Coke
It's no joke
Your face is bleeding
You'll soon be leaving this town to the clowns who worship
No one but themselves
Blue Caravan - Vienna Teng
Oh my blue blue caravan
The highway is my great wall
For my true love is a man who never existed at all
Oh he was a beautiful fiction I invented to keep out the cold
But now, my blue blue caravan
I can feel my heart growing old
Magpie - Patrick Wolf
Little boy, little boy,
Lost and blue,
Listen now, let me tell you what to do,
You can run on, run along or home
Between the knees of her,
All among her bracken and her ferns
The Mating Game - Bitter:Sweet
Dance with me across the ocean floor
Sail away to heaven's open door
Step right up you're the next contestant
In this sweet charade
Take a number, wait while I twist your fate
Caged - Within Temptation
He told me he loved me
While he laughed in my face
He just led me astray
He took my virtue
I feel so cold inside
Sorrow has frozen my mind
Attack - 30 Seconds to Mars
I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, I'll give up what I
Started and stop this, from end to beginning
A new day is calling, and I am finally free
Sleeping Sun - Nightwish
I wish for this night-time to last for a life-time
The darkness around me - shores of a solar sea
Oh how I wish to go down with the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you
Ashes - Ambeon
Burned to ashes
And the ashes flew
In the wind
Taken by breath
As I breathe on
Shadows in my head
When I'm too high to think
Give me my view
I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace
Everytime we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
This Weather - Patrick Wolf
Under this weather
Under this weather
Such shadows are blossoming
Out at sea
I am not going to set myself free here
I am following some dark fortune
Some circle in me
Beautiful Side of Somewhere - Katie Kuffel
Stay there
For the moment
While I see you through these lesser eyes of mine
Louder
I can't hear you
Speak up please
Doesn't mean anything
Life for Rent - Dido
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
New Year - ThouShaltNot
You'll call me Cassandra
I'll call you King James
And all we write is true
And all of it insane
But the changing of the seasons will forever stay the same
You say
Apres Moi - Regina Spektor
Be afraid of the lame
They'll inherit your legs
Be afraid of the old
They'll inherit your souls
Be afraid of the cold
They'll inherit your blood
Apres moi, le deluge
After me comes the flood
Where Will You Go - Evanescence
Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
you can't escape
However did you manage to push away
From every living thing you've come across
So afraid that anyone will hate you
You pretend that you hate them first
Moratorium - Alanis Morisette
I declare a moratorium on things relationship
I declare a respite from the toils of liaison
I do need a breather from the flavors of entanglement
I declare a full time out from all things commitment
How to Save a Life - The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy
And I want these word to make things right,
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life.
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got,
Better put your fingers back to the keys.
One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great.
"He tastes like you only sweeter."
Bitch - Meredith Brooks
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
Fandom: Doctrine of Labyrinths (Mélusine series)
Subject: Felix Harrowgate
Title: These Are Bad Days
Notes: Mix includes 39 songs, cover art. Zip file, please forgive any formatting issues. Edit: Some issues with Moratorium - Alanis Morissette not being in the .zip, it has been reuploaded here (just the one song.) Sorry about that!
DOWNLOAD HERE, .ZIP FILE.
Just for Tonight - Carrie Clark
I don't want no complications
No philosophical conversations
And I'll be yours, yes I am yours
Just for tonight
Mission Street - Vienna Teng
Mission Street is a striking dark-eyed stranger
Who speaks a language I don't know but long to learn
Its cadences fall endlessly beyond the windowpane
As I sit as though awaiting some return
And my hands are cold tonight
I'm sleepless in this dark
Forgetting what it was I came to find
And it seems that I've been wrong
More than I've been right
Train Wreck - Sarah McLachlan
Cause I'm a train wreck
Waiting to happen
Waiting for someone to come pick me up off the tracks
A wildfire borne of frustration
Borne of the one love that gets me so high
I've no fear at all
Black Black Heart 2.0 - David Usher
Something ugly this way comes
Through my fingers sliding inside
All these blessings all these burns
I'm godless underneath your cover
Search for pleasure search for pain
In this world now I am undying
I unfurl my flag my nation helpless
Black black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
Once Upon a Time - bare
Once upon a time
I first held your hand
And love was not a crime
In a private world where
You said ‘don’t look down’
But then I did and now you're lost above me
Paint It Black - Rolling Stones
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
Its not easy facing up when your whole world is black
The Childcatcher - Patrick Wolf
I was still a child when you caught me and tied me to your bed
you gave me shoes and pretty clothes, and i gave you what i had between my legs
Just a rite of passage, you held me down and said
"I'm gonna be your right of passage, so boy you better spread, spread em"
Time - Aemen
If you're drowning in your life.
The're swallowing youre time.
There's something on your mind.
Time when time is on your side.
I'm bored wasting my time.
I know you fake your pride.
Trouble - Bonnie McKee
Ah yes
I remember too well
How hard
I tried avoiding your spell
It was a cold October night
It was a far from sober night
And I was taken at first sight
And this was much to your delight
Gone - Kelly Clarkson
What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care
I Walk Alone - Tarja Turunen
I walk alone
Every step I take
I walk alone
My winter storm
Holding me awake
It's never gone
When I walk alone
Kill the Lights - David Usher
Devil takes my hand
And now they've seen our blackest hearts
Now they've seen the hole inside
Come on take my hand
I know you're broken on the inside
The city is flowing through you that's what you've become
So please breathe
There's nothing worth saving
Runaway - Avril Lavigne
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
Josephine - Carrie Clark
She's enchanting, daring
Charming, disarming
She's precarious, vivacious
Reckless and so devious
She's wonderful, she's magical
She's deceitful make you maniacal
She'll drive you till you've almost lost your mind
The Wayfarer - Nightwish
Wayfarer, heartlander
What if I only had
One more night to live
Heroes & Thieves - Vanessa Carlton
Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis
I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places
I still wanna laugh with disappointed faces
And you can't help me
Blinded by these
Heroes and thieves at my door
I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Are You the One - Timo Tolkki
Are you the one?
The traveller in time who has come
to heal my wounds to lead me to the sun
To walk this path with me until the end of time
Are you the one?
Who sparkles in the night like the fireflies
Eternity of evening sky
Facing the morning eye to eye
I Kissed A Boy - Cobra Starship
I kissed a boy and they liked it
Got all the honeys in the club excited
I kissed a boy just to start shit
That homeboy was not about it
I know it’s wrong, but I don’t mind
I’m gonna start shit tonight
I kissed a boy just to start shit
Bitches loved it
Dear Catastrophe Waitress - Belle & Sebastian
I'm sorry that you seem to have the weight of the world over you
I cherish your smile
There's a word of peace on your lips
Say it, and with tenderness I'll cherish you
Dear Catastrophe Girlfriend
Dear Catastrophe Girlfriend
I'm sorry if he hit you with a full can of Coke
It's no joke
Your face is bleeding
You'll soon be leaving this town to the clowns who worship
No one but themselves
Blue Caravan - Vienna Teng
Oh my blue blue caravan
The highway is my great wall
For my true love is a man who never existed at all
Oh he was a beautiful fiction I invented to keep out the cold
But now, my blue blue caravan
I can feel my heart growing old
Magpie - Patrick Wolf
Little boy, little boy,
Lost and blue,
Listen now, let me tell you what to do,
You can run on, run along or home
Between the knees of her,
All among her bracken and her ferns
The Mating Game - Bitter:Sweet
Dance with me across the ocean floor
Sail away to heaven's open door
Step right up you're the next contestant
In this sweet charade
Take a number, wait while I twist your fate
Caged - Within Temptation
He told me he loved me
While he laughed in my face
He just led me astray
He took my virtue
I feel so cold inside
Sorrow has frozen my mind
Attack - 30 Seconds to Mars
I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, I'll give up what I
Started and stop this, from end to beginning
A new day is calling, and I am finally free
Sleeping Sun - Nightwish
I wish for this night-time to last for a life-time
The darkness around me - shores of a solar sea
Oh how I wish to go down with the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you
Ashes - Ambeon
Burned to ashes
And the ashes flew
In the wind
Taken by breath
As I breathe on
Shadows in my head
When I'm too high to think
Give me my view
I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace
Everytime we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
This Weather - Patrick Wolf
Under this weather
Under this weather
Such shadows are blossoming
Out at sea
I am not going to set myself free here
I am following some dark fortune
Some circle in me
Beautiful Side of Somewhere - Katie Kuffel
Stay there
For the moment
While I see you through these lesser eyes of mine
Louder
I can't hear you
Speak up please
Doesn't mean anything
Life for Rent - Dido
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
New Year - ThouShaltNot
You'll call me Cassandra
I'll call you King James
And all we write is true
And all of it insane
But the changing of the seasons will forever stay the same
You say
Apres Moi - Regina Spektor
Be afraid of the lame
They'll inherit your legs
Be afraid of the old
They'll inherit your souls
Be afraid of the cold
They'll inherit your blood
Apres moi, le deluge
After me comes the flood
Where Will You Go - Evanescence
Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
you can't escape
However did you manage to push away
From every living thing you've come across
So afraid that anyone will hate you
You pretend that you hate them first
Moratorium - Alanis Morisette
I declare a moratorium on things relationship
I declare a respite from the toils of liaison
I do need a breather from the flavors of entanglement
I declare a full time out from all things commitment
How to Save a Life - The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy
And I want these word to make things right,
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life.
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got,
Better put your fingers back to the keys.
One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great.
"He tastes like you only sweeter."
Bitch - Meredith Brooks
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way