Finding lost time: Chapter 6.
Title: Finding lost time. (ver. 2)
Part: 7/?
Characters/Pairings: KyuMin, friends!MinHo ,dbsk members, mention of Jonghyun, and more~
Disclaimer: Don't own them Lalala~
Summary:Sungmin has his first performance and becomes closer with Yunho.
Chapter six.
“Umma, I love you~!”
“I love you too~!”
.-.-.
“Umma, I painted a painting~ Look, it’s my fir-”
“What kind of trash is that! DO YOU CALL THAT A PAINTING!”
“I-”
“DO YOU THINK I HAVE TIME TO LOOK AT THIS RUBBISH! GET OUT OF THE WAY ALREADY, USELESS KID! I HAVE TO GO WORK CAN’T YOU SEE!”
“But mo-”
-Slap sound-
“ARE YOU STUPID!”
.-
.-.
“You, get over here!”
“I don’t want to…”
“WHAT ARE YOU SAYING, FOLLOW ME NOW!”
“I DON’T WANT TO, I DON’T WANT TOOOOO!! DON’T WANT TOOO”
-Crying sound-
“You-”
“I really pity that boy” “So sad” “should we help him” “You better not or you’ll get fired”
Present
*Next day at the performance*
I’m so nervous. I heard Kyuhyun and Eunhyuk are watching too. Mom is even going to record it so that she can watch it over many times. I hope it’ll go well.
We talked and were now in the make up room. It’s so amazing! I really feel like an idol! We discussed for the last time, where we have to stand, when we have to go up etc.
.-.-.
“Dbsk featuring Lee Sungmin!”
Yes… My dream… It’s finally going to start.
The interview was about 40 minutes and now we’re going to sing… We talked about their new album, their daily life, their plans for the future and they also asked me some personal questions about me. Everything was going so well until now.
“They’re going to sing their amazing song, which was number one in the charts for almost 3 months, ”Love in the ice” and their sad but hopeful song “Proud” which has been number 2 in the charts for 6 weeks a row now!! ”
Normal POV
The whole stage was dark until they began to sing, at that moment there came a couple of dark blue lights and the music was only a couple of soft playing instruments:
‘’~Ahahahaha ~Ahahahaha ~A~hahahaha, Ahahahahaha’’
Then it became dark again and there was only a spotlight on Jaejoong:
“It’s not your fault~ that those hands are cold. They’re holding… onto the pain of the past.”
Then it changed to Yunho:
“Because you’re afraid to love someone… you pretend to not see the other side of the words...”
Then it was Yoochun’s turn:
“The embraced~ heart~, slowly begins to melt, like iceee…”
Then the music became a little louder because the drums and guitar began to play and Jaejoong began to sing again:
“To be loved by someone~ by anyone~ it makes~ life shine like this~”
Then Sungmin began to sing with Junsu on the background:
“If it was me~, I would make your heart warm again~ with eternal tenderness~ and undying loveee…”
‘’~Ahahahaha ~Ahahahaha ~Ahahahaha~ Ahahah’’
Yoochun began to sing and Jaejoong followed and the last part they sang together:
“Fateee playsss…” “even if it makes your heart huuuurt~” “When the tears end…”
Then Junsu and Yunho began to sing the end of the previous sentence. The same as Yoochun and Jaejoong, first Junsu then Yunho and then the both sang:
“a stream of light…” “comes from the daaaark~” “We know it…”
Jaejoong began to sing again:
“We can feel… the strong painful feelings… of a person’s heart...”
And Sungmin followed with a loud but beautiful voice and Jaejoong on the background:
“Sadness and loneliness that everyone endures~…, looking~ for a place~ to recover~”
Then Jaejoong sang on the same volume as Sungmin and Junsu sang on the background:
“Yes~, for you that place is here~. Don’t worry anymore, don’t hesitateee~ I will protect yooouuuu~.”
‘’~Ahahahaha ~Ahahaha ~Ahahaha’’
Then Sungmin began to sing with all what she got and the others sang on the background with amazing voices *1.Jaejoong. 2. Junsu 3. Yunho. 4. Yoochun* : (I wrote this part in japanese ‘cuz I really liked it that way)
“Seeetsunaii hodooo~ utsukushii~ Ai dakaraaaaaaaaaa~ Haaaaaakanai hodoooo
“My loooveeee” “Don’t be afraiiiid~” “Let you
uruuuuwaaashiiiiiiii~ Kooonooo tooooki woooooooooo~...”
know my loooveee~” “You knoooow~ Leet you know my love AAAAHAHH“
Jaejoong, Junsu and Yunho and after some words the other two began to sing with them:
“To be loved by someone, by anyone~, it makes life shine like this. If it was me, I would make your heart warm again, with eternal tenderness undying loooveeee~…”
‘’~Hahahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahahaha~”
It was dark for awhile, so they could drink a bit and rest from the amazing performance. When some lights were put on a piano began to play and a soft voice began to sing, Jaejoong:
“Passing by at a quick pace, I wonder how many seasons already come and gone?”
Junsu:
“Walking through the scenery, I’m now used to. I alone can’t slip out from my faraway memories.”
Yunho:
“Almost as if I lost where I was going. At that moment, I met you”
Jaejoong:
“We met by chance along this road. Even now I won’t forget, because from that day”,
Sungmin:
“The many sorrows and worry I had, All of it,with your warmth I changed them into memories.”
Jaejoong and Sungmin:
“Proud of you love”
Jaejoong and background Yunho:
“The two shells that I picked up. It’s a miracle where I’ve met you once again.”
Yoochun and background Yunho:
“If you stay by my side, even the depths of my heart would be comfortable with this gentle feeling”
Yunho:
“Even if the rain falls violently down or even within strong blowing wind…”
Jaejoong:
“I will hold onto this love till the end. If it’s with you, I can overcome it.”
Sungmin background other members:
“This is the first time I felt this way. To make sure not to let go of this hand, let’s always gaze it at times and treasure it.”
Jaejoong:
“We met by chance along this road. Even now I won’t forget, because from that day,”
Sungmin and others on background:
“Things will be forever, things that I believe in, while changing them to happiness, let’s both walk together”
Jaejoong and others on background:
“Proud of your love”
Yoochun:
“Proud of your love”
Junsu:
“Proud~”
Jaejoong:
“Proud of your love”
Yunho:
“Proud of your love”
Sungmin:
“P-proud~”
The lights fell out. After the song they still stood there because of their beautiful moment just then. They never sang like this before… The tears came out of their eyes. It was so beautiful, it’s sad…
Sungmin POV
*in the hall*
“You wanted to talk with me?” I asked the guy who sat next to me. We were all alone since everyone was still changing.
“Yeah…” Yunho said. “You seemed really sad recently and you sang with so much emotions… Do you want to talk about it…? With me?”
So he noticed it too… Of course he would. Only a stupid pig like Kyuhyun wouldn’t notice anything. It’s nice that he asked. Should I tell him?
“I was just wondering… I must be really stupid.” I think I can trust him…
“Why? You’re not stupid at all” he said to me and patted my head.
“Because, the words that are stuck in my throat like a torn are roaming around my ear all day. For me, those words, were precious, so I was sparing them… But I realized that if you spare them to much… They become words you can’t say anymore…” I said to him… I must really annoy him.
“It’s not like that at all! ” he said, “It’s not too late too say them to him! These words are still unsaid so-”
“It’s not like that…” I smiled a soft smile to him. “You know, until know… I tried to hold onto him… In others eyes it must have looked foolish.”
“…”
“And because I tried very hard, in the end because I can’t get him… I think I’m able to let him go in a while… Even in the future, I know that my feelings won’t change so easily.” I signed and smiled again. “He probably wouldn’t even if I called him a thousands of times. He wouldn’t know even if I waited at that same place. Like a fool, I just look at him, this foolish love. He doesn’t know, no matter how much I call him…”
I looked next to me. I was shocked since he was crying. A bit…
“What’s up with you?” I laughed. “I’m the one who should be cryin-” He suddenly hugged me and I began to cry even more. Since when did I become such a crybaby…
“Sung-… min…”
-end chapter-
Part: 7/?
Characters/Pairings: KyuMin, friends!MinHo ,dbsk members, mention of Jonghyun, and more~
Disclaimer: Don't own them Lalala~
Summary:Sungmin has his first performance and becomes closer with Yunho.
Chapter six.
“Umma, I love you~!”
“I love you too~!”
.-.-.
“Umma, I painted a painting~ Look, it’s my fir-”
“What kind of trash is that! DO YOU CALL THAT A PAINTING!”
“I-”
“DO YOU THINK I HAVE TIME TO LOOK AT THIS RUBBISH! GET OUT OF THE WAY ALREADY, USELESS KID! I HAVE TO GO WORK CAN’T YOU SEE!”
“But mo-”
-Slap sound-
“ARE YOU STUPID!”
.-
.-.
“You, get over here!”
“I don’t want to…”
“WHAT ARE YOU SAYING, FOLLOW ME NOW!”
“I DON’T WANT TO, I DON’T WANT TOOOOO!! DON’T WANT TOOO”
-Crying sound-
“You-”
“I really pity that boy” “So sad” “should we help him” “You better not or you’ll get fired”
Present
*Next day at the performance*
I’m so nervous. I heard Kyuhyun and Eunhyuk are watching too. Mom is even going to record it so that she can watch it over many times. I hope it’ll go well.
We talked and were now in the make up room. It’s so amazing! I really feel like an idol! We discussed for the last time, where we have to stand, when we have to go up etc.
.-.-.
“Dbsk featuring Lee Sungmin!”
Yes… My dream… It’s finally going to start.
The interview was about 40 minutes and now we’re going to sing… We talked about their new album, their daily life, their plans for the future and they also asked me some personal questions about me. Everything was going so well until now.
“They’re going to sing their amazing song, which was number one in the charts for almost 3 months, ”Love in the ice” and their sad but hopeful song “Proud” which has been number 2 in the charts for 6 weeks a row now!! ”
Normal POV
The whole stage was dark until they began to sing, at that moment there came a couple of dark blue lights and the music was only a couple of soft playing instruments:
‘’~Ahahahaha ~Ahahahaha ~A~hahahaha, Ahahahahaha’’
Then it became dark again and there was only a spotlight on Jaejoong:
“It’s not your fault~ that those hands are cold. They’re holding… onto the pain of the past.”
Then it changed to Yunho:
“Because you’re afraid to love someone… you pretend to not see the other side of the words...”
Then it was Yoochun’s turn:
“The embraced~ heart~, slowly begins to melt, like iceee…”
Then the music became a little louder because the drums and guitar began to play and Jaejoong began to sing again:
“To be loved by someone~ by anyone~ it makes~ life shine like this~”
Then Sungmin began to sing with Junsu on the background:
“If it was me~, I would make your heart warm again~ with eternal tenderness~ and undying loveee…”
‘’~Ahahahaha ~Ahahahaha ~Ahahahaha~ Ahahah’’
Yoochun began to sing and Jaejoong followed and the last part they sang together:
“Fateee playsss…” “even if it makes your heart huuuurt~” “When the tears end…”
Then Junsu and Yunho began to sing the end of the previous sentence. The same as Yoochun and Jaejoong, first Junsu then Yunho and then the both sang:
“a stream of light…” “comes from the daaaark~” “We know it…”
Jaejoong began to sing again:
“We can feel… the strong painful feelings… of a person’s heart...”
And Sungmin followed with a loud but beautiful voice and Jaejoong on the background:
“Sadness and loneliness that everyone endures~…, looking~ for a place~ to recover~”
Then Jaejoong sang on the same volume as Sungmin and Junsu sang on the background:
“Yes~, for you that place is here~. Don’t worry anymore, don’t hesitateee~ I will protect yooouuuu~.”
‘’~Ahahahaha ~Ahahaha ~Ahahaha’’
Then Sungmin began to sing with all what she got and the others sang on the background with amazing voices *1.Jaejoong. 2. Junsu 3. Yunho. 4. Yoochun* : (I wrote this part in japanese ‘cuz I really liked it that way)
“Seeetsunaii hodooo~ utsukushii~ Ai dakaraaaaaaaaaa~ Haaaaaakanai hodoooo
“My loooveeee” “Don’t be afraiiiid~” “Let you
uruuuuwaaashiiiiiiii~ Kooonooo tooooki woooooooooo~...”
know my loooveee~” “You knoooow~ Leet you know my love AAAAHAHH“
Jaejoong, Junsu and Yunho and after some words the other two began to sing with them:
“To be loved by someone, by anyone~, it makes life shine like this. If it was me, I would make your heart warm again, with eternal tenderness undying loooveeee~…”
‘’~Hahahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahaha ~Hahahahaha~”
It was dark for awhile, so they could drink a bit and rest from the amazing performance. When some lights were put on a piano began to play and a soft voice began to sing, Jaejoong:
“Passing by at a quick pace, I wonder how many seasons already come and gone?”
Junsu:
“Walking through the scenery, I’m now used to. I alone can’t slip out from my faraway memories.”
Yunho:
“Almost as if I lost where I was going. At that moment, I met you”
Jaejoong:
“We met by chance along this road. Even now I won’t forget, because from that day”,
Sungmin:
“The many sorrows and worry I had, All of it,with your warmth I changed them into memories.”
Jaejoong and Sungmin:
“Proud of you love”
Jaejoong and background Yunho:
“The two shells that I picked up. It’s a miracle where I’ve met you once again.”
Yoochun and background Yunho:
“If you stay by my side, even the depths of my heart would be comfortable with this gentle feeling”
Yunho:
“Even if the rain falls violently down or even within strong blowing wind…”
Jaejoong:
“I will hold onto this love till the end. If it’s with you, I can overcome it.”
Sungmin background other members:
“This is the first time I felt this way. To make sure not to let go of this hand, let’s always gaze it at times and treasure it.”
Jaejoong:
“We met by chance along this road. Even now I won’t forget, because from that day,”
Sungmin and others on background:
“Things will be forever, things that I believe in, while changing them to happiness, let’s both walk together”
Jaejoong and others on background:
“Proud of your love”
Yoochun:
“Proud of your love”
Junsu:
“Proud~”
Jaejoong:
“Proud of your love”
Yunho:
“Proud of your love”
Sungmin:
“P-proud~”
The lights fell out. After the song they still stood there because of their beautiful moment just then. They never sang like this before… The tears came out of their eyes. It was so beautiful, it’s sad…
Sungmin POV
*in the hall*
“You wanted to talk with me?” I asked the guy who sat next to me. We were all alone since everyone was still changing.
“Yeah…” Yunho said. “You seemed really sad recently and you sang with so much emotions… Do you want to talk about it…? With me?”
So he noticed it too… Of course he would. Only a stupid pig like Kyuhyun wouldn’t notice anything. It’s nice that he asked. Should I tell him?
“I was just wondering… I must be really stupid.” I think I can trust him…
“Why? You’re not stupid at all” he said to me and patted my head.
“Because, the words that are stuck in my throat like a torn are roaming around my ear all day. For me, those words, were precious, so I was sparing them… But I realized that if you spare them to much… They become words you can’t say anymore…” I said to him… I must really annoy him.
“It’s not like that at all! ” he said, “It’s not too late too say them to him! These words are still unsaid so-”
“It’s not like that…” I smiled a soft smile to him. “You know, until know… I tried to hold onto him… In others eyes it must have looked foolish.”
“…”
“And because I tried very hard, in the end because I can’t get him… I think I’m able to let him go in a while… Even in the future, I know that my feelings won’t change so easily.” I signed and smiled again. “He probably wouldn’t even if I called him a thousands of times. He wouldn’t know even if I waited at that same place. Like a fool, I just look at him, this foolish love. He doesn’t know, no matter how much I call him…”
I looked next to me. I was shocked since he was crying. A bit…
“What’s up with you?” I laughed. “I’m the one who should be cryin-” He suddenly hugged me and I began to cry even more. Since when did I become such a crybaby…
“Sung-… min…”
-end chapter-