Finding lost time; Chapter 0; intro
Serie: Finding lost time.
Part: 1/?
Chapter title: A dream of a forgotten past.
Disclaimer: All the characters are mine~ <.33
Summary: This is really freaking me out. I wiped my tears and thought about the dream. I already had this dream so many times… Somehow it keeps repeating every night and yet I still couldn’t see anyone’s face or their bodies...
'KAA-CHAAAN, NII-CHAAAN’
‘LET HER GO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING! DON’T TAKE HER AWAY! LET HER GO!’
‘LET ME GO! I ALREADY TOLD YOU TO LET ME GO BASTARD!’
‘MIZUKI’
‘KAAAAA-CHAAAAAN’
‘O... Okaa-chan…’
‘OKAAA-CHAAAN’
Mizuki POV
‘’KAAA-CHAAAAN!’’ I screamed without realizing it.
- … -
Yu-… mee… It was just another dream… Why are tears overflowing on my face…
This is really freaking me out. I wiped my tears and thought about the dream. I already had this dream so many times… Somehow it keeps repeating every night and yet I still couldn’t see anyone’s face nor their bodies… Ah I forgot to turn my radio off.
I walked to the radio but stopped when I heard the lyrics of the song that was playing right now.
‘You wouldn’t know. You wouldn’t remember who I am. Long time spend together and happiness, Everything will be blank to you.’
After that my head went blank for a few minutes. When I was back to normal, I realized I was crying just like when I woke up. Then I saw a woman standing before me. At first I didn’t know who it was but then I realized it was my mom and turned my head away so she wouldn’t see my crying face.
‘’What happened? You were calling me.‘’ she asked me.
Why did I call her? But I didn’t? Right?
‘’I wasn’t calling for you… Who said that I have to call you if I say okaa-san.’’ I said pissed.
‘’You were screaming you idiot. And you woke your sisters up, what is it?’’ She said ‘’And why are you crying?’’ she asked worried and rushed to me in an instant.
‘’ I’m not…’’
‘’ You are! ’’
‘’I-It’s nothing!… I-I just… hurt myself when I wanted to go to the bathroom a-and called out your n-name by accident!’’ I stuttered half screaming. Did she believed it?
‘’Aah’’ she whispered, ‘’Are you okay?’’ she said a little louder with a sad face while she was wiping away my tears.
I know she didn’t believe it. I really hurt her. Why did I so pissed to her?
‘’Yes I’m fine. It only hurt for a few minutes. So you don’t have to worry and I’m sorry I woke my sisters up. Next time I’ll watch out what I do so that I won’t have to wake them up.’’ I said with a soft voice and smiled a small smile to her.
Then she smiled back and gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked to the door opening. ‘’You better go back to sleep again. You have school tomorrow. Sleep well.’’ She said with a smile and walked away.
‘’Sleep well.’’ I whispered but loud enough for her to hear me. She turned to my side, smiled and went back to her room.
I walked toward my radio to put another song on and walked to my bed.
‘’Troughout all this time, remembering the moments I saw of you. The memories in those times past, all those memories without names. And in all those times I spent together with you. I was always alone…’’
“all those memories without names…”
I looked straight forward to the ceiling, while listening to the lyrics.
‘’OKAA-CHAAAAN’’
I suddenly shocked and sat down. I looked at the radio.
“Maybe…”
No it can’t, my real mother hates me. She even gave me away because she didn’t want me. She would never cry like that for me… She didn’t even cry when I had that accident. And those guys… Who are they?
‘’love.. and memories now are memories with no mention of us…’’
A/N: The intro of my story, Finding lost time. Hope you all liked it~ I will upload the other chapter today, before I have to leave my pc for 5 weeks ='(( I may also write the other part of my KyuMin fanfic without name XD But I still have to gather some fanfics and print it out, so that I can read it in Spain =(
Part: 1/?
Chapter title: A dream of a forgotten past.
Disclaimer: All the characters are mine~ <.33
Summary: This is really freaking me out. I wiped my tears and thought about the dream. I already had this dream so many times… Somehow it keeps repeating every night and yet I still couldn’t see anyone’s face or their bodies...
'KAA-CHAAAN, NII-CHAAAN’
‘LET HER GO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING! DON’T TAKE HER AWAY! LET HER GO!’
‘LET ME GO! I ALREADY TOLD YOU TO LET ME GO BASTARD!’
‘MIZUKI’
‘KAAAAA-CHAAAAAN’
‘O... Okaa-chan…’
‘OKAAA-CHAAAN’
Mizuki POV
‘’KAAA-CHAAAAN!’’ I screamed without realizing it.
- … -
Yu-… mee… It was just another dream… Why are tears overflowing on my face…
This is really freaking me out. I wiped my tears and thought about the dream. I already had this dream so many times… Somehow it keeps repeating every night and yet I still couldn’t see anyone’s face nor their bodies… Ah I forgot to turn my radio off.
I walked to the radio but stopped when I heard the lyrics of the song that was playing right now.
‘You wouldn’t know. You wouldn’t remember who I am. Long time spend together and happiness, Everything will be blank to you.’
After that my head went blank for a few minutes. When I was back to normal, I realized I was crying just like when I woke up. Then I saw a woman standing before me. At first I didn’t know who it was but then I realized it was my mom and turned my head away so she wouldn’t see my crying face.
‘’What happened? You were calling me.‘’ she asked me.
Why did I call her? But I didn’t? Right?
‘’I wasn’t calling for you… Who said that I have to call you if I say okaa-san.’’ I said pissed.
‘’You were screaming you idiot. And you woke your sisters up, what is it?’’ She said ‘’And why are you crying?’’ she asked worried and rushed to me in an instant.
‘’ I’m not…’’
‘’ You are! ’’
‘’I-It’s nothing!… I-I just… hurt myself when I wanted to go to the bathroom a-and called out your n-name by accident!’’ I stuttered half screaming. Did she believed it?
‘’Aah’’ she whispered, ‘’Are you okay?’’ she said a little louder with a sad face while she was wiping away my tears.
I know she didn’t believe it. I really hurt her. Why did I so pissed to her?
‘’Yes I’m fine. It only hurt for a few minutes. So you don’t have to worry and I’m sorry I woke my sisters up. Next time I’ll watch out what I do so that I won’t have to wake them up.’’ I said with a soft voice and smiled a small smile to her.
Then she smiled back and gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked to the door opening. ‘’You better go back to sleep again. You have school tomorrow. Sleep well.’’ She said with a smile and walked away.
‘’Sleep well.’’ I whispered but loud enough for her to hear me. She turned to my side, smiled and went back to her room.
I walked toward my radio to put another song on and walked to my bed.
‘’Troughout all this time, remembering the moments I saw of you. The memories in those times past, all those memories without names. And in all those times I spent together with you. I was always alone…’’
“all those memories without names…”
I looked straight forward to the ceiling, while listening to the lyrics.
‘’OKAA-CHAAAAN’’
I suddenly shocked and sat down. I looked at the radio.
“Maybe…”
No it can’t, my real mother hates me. She even gave me away because she didn’t want me. She would never cry like that for me… She didn’t even cry when I had that accident. And those guys… Who are they?
‘’love.. and memories now are memories with no mention of us…’’
A/N: The intro of my story, Finding lost time. Hope you all liked it~ I will upload the other chapter today, before I have to leave my pc for 5 weeks ='(( I may also write the other part of my KyuMin fanfic without name XD But I still have to gather some fanfics and print it out, so that I can read it in Spain =(