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[miniminnie]

ugh. my friend knows. she knows. sjes been there. i dont want to talk to her about it, it feels too wierd! oh also got told i have a big butt yesterday. apparently a good thing?!they also said. whatever! i wanted to cry! but will use it for thinspiration. stay strong girlies. X

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[usedvanity]

Isn't it weird how some people like big butts and some don't? I've been told my whole life that I have a big butt, and I absolutely hate it!

[violent_justine]

how do you think your friend feels about your ed? if she seems to be understanding, i'd talk with her about it. or maybe wait for her to bring it up?
yes, use that loser's comment for thingspiration! you can do it! <3

[miniminnie]

thanks 4 yr comments girls. the thing is she has decided she wants to go into recovery and is trying to persuade me to do the same. ive had my ed for about 5 yrs now and im still in denial in certain ways. so im wary of talking to her coz she is at a different place right now and id hate for her to tell anyone.... if that makes sense? <3

[violent_justine]

maybe you could take a smaller step and not try to recover, but try going into therapy. then you can talk about some of your issues, but no one will be forcing you to give up your goals or make you eat.
five years is a long time to be alone with your thoughts. therapy hasn't really helped me with the self-injury or my ed, but i really like knowing that i have someone to trust who will listen to me. <3