And it hit me like a wrecking ball: one second, footprints in the shape of hearts, and the next... all the serenity and perfection attained slipping through my fingers leaving behind only emptiness, choking on shards of ice and ashes and hollow tears and for the first time in my life I crumbled inside... everything, cracked, fractured, left ( Read more... )

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Well I like helping with security and all and actually being involved in the rave scene and making a little money on the side... but what I don't like is when people sneak to their cars on my watch, smoke dust, and try to get back in. People on PCP aren't just looking for a fight, they're practically invincible... stupid ravers. On a positive note ( Read more... )

I never set out to figured out what the rave scene was all about, I just liked the music... it was all about the music. But it's like the surface of a record... lines etched in vinyl; looks nice, feels nice, but I never thought about what's underneath... like that little hole in the middle of it... I'm telling you, all of a sudden your foot gets ( Read more... )

You get enveloped by the light and sound on the dancefloor, this feeling of infinite expansion, no object collision, no physical detection-we become energy and "all I feel is free" crushed like waves breaking on a wall at the edge of the sea... suddently reality snaps back into place, awareness returns but in much more of a heightened state (the ( Read more... )

imagine this: a single garage bay in a maze of strip-warehouses with a dj booth setup on top of the loft, people carting in bottles of beer by the armful, tripping over shap-vacs and having a total blast. that's how my morning started... ;). oh yeah and Cityscape was good too.

i guess a lot has been going on and i've had like no time to write about it, but sorry i don't pay much attention to this journal any more. i guess doing fun things and forgetting about them is more fun than writing about want to do fun things, ha ( Read more... )

well i don't remember writing my last entry but i deleted it out of sheer embarrassment... sorry to everyone who read it. god ( Read more... )

So last night was really crazy! Ok so I went to New Haven and couldn't find LeBoom, 'cause I gotta' see DJ Jamie Daze spin so I was real disappointed, so I went to BUMP and danced to DRUM N BASS and acid trance, saw a couple of super people but then it kind of died down around midnight... so the plan needed to be reformulated. I found myself raving ( Read more... )