i've lost faith in friendship.

"just keep being the passerby,
we'll hold hands to pacify.
you're always the same.
the dead in picture frame.
just keep being the passerby,
we'll hold hands to pacify.
to pacify." ~me

nevermind scratch that whole band break up thing. they are getting back together....and kicking joe and I out. why? cause i push people to get better at what they do to better themselves so my guitarist wouldn't leave cause he'd bitch about them everyday and make me feel like it was on my ass if they werent up to his standards. so i pushed and ( Read more... )

tommorow i start at Blockbuster. ummm...other than that, my band broke up today and im hoping to get right back on the saddle and play synth with James in The Grayline *crosses fingers* i need a change of routine. a breath of some fresh air. maybe that will help with things if i do something with them cause i really want a situation where i can ( Read more... )

Slo-Motion by SKYWYND ( Read more... )

i wish i felt important as the cigrattes she smokes ( Read more... )

"Thats so you" by THE ROCKET SUMMER ( Read more... )

the fucking vending machine wouldn't drop my chips and now some douchebag is get 2 at my expense! GAHHHHHHH! i hate not being able to afford food. my last 65 cents and god shit on me.....what an ass.

I'm in a band with James again...funny how that works ay? our new band is the shit, i can't wait to let everyone take a listen sometime soon. umm...i still live in our studio and partly with Dani but i'll be moving in there when money gets figured out. that will be nice cause i miss Dani soooooo much i can't stand. this last month has been ( Read more... )

NINE INCH NAILS ( Read more... )

Dani's got dreads now...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *num*
sooooooo hot!!

that is all:)