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[mind_of_torpor]

It is truly amazing, when someone can be givin everytihng and still unable to find happiness. Yet here I am, unfeeling as ever, wishing for something more. To FEEL someting. Love, excitement, joy, hell I'll take heartbreak if it means feeling something other than the emptiness that always seems present. And yet, when something new introduces

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[leenybug]

I've been having problems with Jonah for a while now...and I'm probably going to break up with him this week...he turned from being the sweet gentle soul I fell in love with to a spiteful, mean, inconsiderate jerk who finds no problem with insulting me, belittling me, degrading me and embarassing me...then when I tell him how tired I am of being treated like dirt, he cries about how its all his fault and he can't live without me and will do anything to get me back...but then later just treats me like shit again and says he told me all those nice things because he knew it's what I wanted to hear. Bullshit. I'm just struggling now with the prospect of hurting his feelings because I know he's fulling expecting me to stick around with him for the rest of my life...and I just can't do that, not with the way things have turned out. I don't want to hurt him, but he's been hurting me for nearly a year now, and it's only gotten worse and I've had enough. I could go into extreme detail but I don't have enough fingers to type it all...suffice it

[mind_of_torpor]

Aw, Hun! Well I'm glad you recognize that he is not who you thought he was. You deserver every happiness. And I am proud of you. Thats a hard thing to do. And feel free to call me when ever you need an symethetic ear. I'm always around. I love you.