Comments | mimicucumber: very short story

mimicucumber

very short story

Mar 26, 2011 17:58

Given that I've given you all about .5 seconds to get used to the idea of Mohammed being Mine, it's a bit unfair for me to pull the rug from under your feet and say maybe it's over. Just think, you escaped maybe a year of gutwrenchingly soppy posts. It also means very little makes sense and you have to take a lot on faith.

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love, sex, assholes, heartbreak, tmi, jens, boys, mohammed

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standard_human March 26 2011, 20:01:34 UTC

That kind of sex is based on both chemistry and vulnerability. You don't feel safe with him any more so you can't commit your entire body to him.
Don't worry - I haven't been able to do it for year but it's starting to come back.

It'll happen quicker for you xo

mimicucumber March 27 2011, 15:57:42 UTC

I think you have a point here, I had never thought of it this way. I am unwilling to 'give' myself to him right now, I've tried to drop my resentments and really don't feel so negative at all, but obviously that total abandonment is not possible for the moment.

laura_claudia March 27 2011, 16:45:39 UTC

It's all about the lightbulb and you can't fucking force it, no matter how much you want to. I'm sorry it's gone but yeah, your body is probably on strike. Your head might have forgiven him but clearly your body is saying 'you might hurt me again, so fuck you, I'm not bringing my A game'.

*hug*

mimicucumber April 1 2011, 12:18:46 UTC

It's basically this, yeah.

xxx

geshmally March 31 2011, 10:10:34 UTC

I'm so confused by this post... Right now I always feel like I'm watching the "Previously On Mia" part of the show and realising I might have missed an episode by accident.

Talk to me more. I miss you. :(

mimicucumber March 31 2011, 10:23:53 UTC

Oh... well, previously on Mia, Mohammed cheated on me big time, so I went to Madrid and fucked someone called Jens.

I've written long whiney/tmi flocked posts about all this, but I wouldn't put you through the horror of reading them... heading to gmail chat now, I miss you too. xx

geshmally March 31 2011, 11:14:56 UTC

I didn't know he cheated on you. What a wanker. I must have been locked out of the posts.

I'm on Gmail most of the day. Shout when you're online.

mimicucumber April 1 2011, 12:17:30 UTC

Here you go, I did edit my trusted filter for this post so I got scared that I accidentally locked you out, so I went and checked, but you weren't locked out.

http://lapetitepaumee.livejournal.com/305737.html

It's really not very exciting reading...

Looked for you on gmail but you were away at that point. Will look again soon. Hope your Friday is better than your Thursday. xxx