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Jan 20, 2011 15:05

Is it enough to have some love
small enough to slip inside a book
small enough to cover with your hand
because everyone around you wants to look

Rachel has been scarce in the bar for the last few days. Five or six or however long her mun was MIA. Today, she's finally making her way down the stairs, intent on a stop at Bar and a semi-permanent ( Read more... )

cyborg, tobias, rachel, tyler marlocke, ako (negima!), yrael, dinah lance

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mogget_cat January 20 2011, 21:33:37 UTC
There's a sleepy not'cat insinuating itself around the corner of the bar, slinking lazily along the row of bar stools towards Rachel and the large, flying food hawk.

It eventually rubs up against her ankles, purring a sleep-drowsed greeting.

(ooc: Both? :D?)

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whoiwasmeant2be January 20 2011, 23:16:06 UTC
Tobias is not impressed.

Though he is quietly (very) pleased by Rachel's words. Sitting there is a privilege. It's... something special.

As for Yrael's point, well... whatever. Yrael knows the answer, seeing as how Rachel gave it to him, and Tobias isn't all that curious about the not'cat. Or, rather, he's no more likely to voice any curiosity now than he usually is, so he sits silently.

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amazonofthe21st January 20 2011, 23:21:07 UTC
It never bothered her before. Or maybe Tobias just wasn't that quiet when it was their group, their friends, free and easy and socializing in the woods, or hanging out at a table in the mall food court.

But there is something distinctly awkward about standing there with Tobias on her shoulder and Yrael on the counter and silence sitting with them.

"What are you doing?" Rachel asks abruptly, turning her attention to the not'cat. And his stupid smug not-entirely-possible cat smile. "What's up? Did you ever get that concert thing set up?"

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mogget_cat January 20 2011, 23:30:32 UTC
Yrael is doesn't do awkward. It happens to other people.

"Oh, the concert has been cleared with the city, and will take place in a few days, when the post-construction clean up has been completed. Time runs differently there, so there is time still," he smiles, purring slightly. "Both of you would be invited, if you would like to go. New Orleans is an enjoyable city."

"Apart from that, things have been... well, up and down," he says, kneading his claws into a nearby napkin. "I lost a friend, earlier this month."

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whoiwasmeant2be January 20 2011, 23:35:19 UTC
Tobias does not perk up. Not visibly. But he is suddenly paying more attention.

Because this, at least, he understands. The talk of concerts and invitations he can take or leave, but losing a friend... that can tell you something about a person.

Or a cat.

Or a not'cat.

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amazonofthe21st January 20 2011, 23:38:05 UTC
It's something Rachel notices, the shift of his attention. And she's glad for it, too. It means her response might not be so surprising to Tobias.

"I'm sorry," is said quietly, sincerely.

But she doesn't ask anything more about it. Unlike Tobias, Rachel feels she knows enough about Yrael to not need details about his grief.

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mogget_cat January 20 2011, 23:49:37 UTC
"It is all right," he says, kneading claws into the napkin. "He is alive and well. Only not here, and never again."

For all that Yrael loves his home, he knows that the door can be cruel. It doesn't make it easier.

"I am hoping his lover will come to the concert, at least to find some distraction from his grief in it."

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whoiwasmeant2be January 20 2011, 23:59:24 UTC
That... is not entirely clear to Tobias. Losing a friend is a permanent sort of thing.

Or, at least, it is supposed to be.

But here he is. And here Rachel is. So... maybe not.

Still, a bit of his sympathy fades at hearing that Yrael's friend is alive and well. That makes for a different sort of loss, he thinks.

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amazonofthe21st January 21 2011, 00:02:43 UTC
Alive and well... and never able to see them again.

Until a few days ago, Rachel knew exactly what that meant and how much it hurt. Still does, in a way.

And the loss hurts no less than any other.

Unconsciously, she tilts her head to the side until its resting lightly against Tobias' shoulder. Seeking that reassurance that he is there with her again.

Distraction from grief. Which had been exactly what Yrael had been offering with his very first invitation.

"Let me know when it is. I'll come." She glances at Tobias but doesn't speak for him. Not wanting to push when he doesn't like crowds or know Yrael himself.

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mogget_cat January 21 2011, 00:06:40 UTC
Lost, but alive and well. And replaced here by seeming the same person, but who has no memories of the love apparent strangers in the bar have for him. Or for that person who he is but is not. Seeing the face of a friend and loved one, but seeing not recognition or returned affection in their eyes... Yrael would almost rather Charlie be gone completely. It would hurt less, somehow.

"I would be glad to have you, completely apart from the charitable nature of the concert."

It is good, to have one's friends around one, especially when coping with loss.

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whoiwasmeant2be January 21 2011, 00:10:53 UTC
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Not for Yrael, or his friend, but for Rachel. He'll tolerate a lot for her, after all. And a crowded concert? Well, he's tolerated worse.

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amazonofthe21st January 21 2011, 00:13:52 UTC
Rachel can't stop her reaction, glancing at the hawk in open surprise. He's tolerated worse, sure. She even got him to dance with her once. But in open air, a strange city, what she's starting to think will be a huge crowd?

If they were alone, she'd give in to the impulse to kiss the wing she can reach. As it is, she smiles.

"Can people do that if they aren't bound?" she asks Yrael. "Wander around other worlds?"

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mogget_cat January 21 2011, 22:38:54 UTC
The cat smiles, inclining its head slightly towards the hawk. "Thank you. I hope that you both will enjoy it."

"Exploring other worlds makes up a good portion of how I spend my time," he replies, streeeeeeetching and yawning. "If you can get someone to open the door, you can visit their world. It is how I found my way to New Orleans in the first place, after all, being invited by my friend Belle. I have visited other worlds with other friends, as well. Axel has numerous worlds he has access to - so often we go to explore and have various adventures, from entire worlds of dangerous deserts, or great, dark forests, or towering cities with grand libraries."

Even to a world that turns any human entering it into a creature of the African savannah (usually a lion).

"Whatever we end up doing, it is always enjoyable." Fighting things. Setting things on fire. Sometimes even for good causes!

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whoiwasmeant2be January 22 2011, 01:15:49 UTC
Tobias is not convinced that it's a good idea.

But... who knows. Maybe he'll be surprised.

He suspects not.

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amazonofthe21st January 22 2011, 01:19:58 UTC
'Optimistic' is the other word used to describe Tobias. It's tied with 'people person.'

Rachel, on the other hand, has visibly straightened, all attention for Yrael. New Orleans has never especially excited her, but exploring other worlds? Adventures? Danger?

It can't possibly be surprising that she's rapt.

"Then we'll come," she says - and stops herself from adding more.

Like asking where else they can go, and when, how soon and how often.

If Tobias can even see a door, right this moment.

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mogget_cat January 22 2011, 03:58:17 UTC
He still will not offer to take Rachel to his own world, to the Old Kingdom. The path there lies through Death, and she would not make it.

"Looking forward to it," he says, and orders a saucer of milk and a fish from the bar. "Would either of you like anything?"

Yrael grins. "To make up for some of the freeloading, perhaps."

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